stuff

what is so Wrong ?

2010-10-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

don't know what to believe, who to trust, what to trust, who should i follow, why do i need to follow, since there's always a talk on being yourself and all those crap? and they tell u to do things later...-_- everything is just based on hypocrisy and biasness. -_-

i know, i know i sound really childish and so "problematic-teen-shit" but its true, I try to be mature in this, I know I've done mistakes, but I can try to learn, so far they only wrong things that I've done, doesn't seem that bad and wrong to me, I don't know I just learnt to make not such big issues of little things but I don't know why people can't learn to see that fact about ME. I know we have conflict of thought and ideology and morals and values, but this is me and thats you and i respect your opinion but I choose not to agree to it, you can't force me to do so right?

Idk I just don't like to be made fun of and laughed at in matters like.....

This sucks big time.

Secretly i wish ......

can't talk
getting too detailed...

-peace out, all i wanted was a little ...., i didn't meant to cause trouble to anyone, disgrace anyone, make people feel uncomfortable or whatever-

Actions speak louder than words? do they ?

2010-10-12T19:28:00.000+08:00

they say actions speak louder than words, but in some cases words just mean everything. some things u can't act it out. it's from your mind or some say "heart" , and the most honest sincerest way to express it is through your words, no not even touch, caused sometimes it just sends the wrong messages, but then, the listener has the CHOICE not to believe your words. this is funny that i still can't really say words are LOUDER than actions with my point, but still in some cases, actions DO NOT speak louder than words. (with this length of status message, i should probably work on my e-bz law essay lol)

Satisfaction...hmm

2010-08-25T00:24:00.000+08:00

Its hard to find satisfaction ? is it ? or is it not ? well, its depends on you, again, this is another subjective matter. Well what if a day you feel satisfied, and the next day...ok wait, this "what if" thing, if I keep getting it in my head, nothing will move forward, coz it will just be and act as a restriction or as something blocking me, restraining me to try something, something new. I like trying something new, if there's no harm done...and the fact that I like it, then why not rite?. But something's are still a no-no.

So back to satisfaction, its always good to feel blessed and grateful, I guess thats part of being satisfied, but to define satisfaction, to me, also consists of what you feel deep down in your very own heart, like does it fulfil your WANTS and to me feelings can change, idk how, but it can change. P.S but people don't change. : P

This new semester, i wanna get some SATISFYING grades. well to me satisfaction is a little above average. :D . Its not bad to have big dreams and goals, rite ? : )

Owh and I wanted to talk about dissatisfaction and disappointment, but hey, it's no use talking about so much negative stuffs...

-ok gtg i have to do some work- ;)

idk whats my deal...

2010-08-10T23:50:00.014+08:00

something is not okay...feels not okay....nevermind...
its august now...another month till my birthday..like i have any specific plans....
dreamt about bon jovi ..how random rite? lol
i feel to shop...lol never ends in a good way anyways...lol

-in a confused state of mind-

Would you rather work at a large company or a small one?

2010-08-10T01:48:00.005+08:00

large

Ask me anything

Who do you think should be the next president of the United States?

2010-08-10T01:48:00.003+08:00

me ? lol

Ask me anything

If you were given a brand new yacht, what would you name it?

2010-08-10T01:48:00.001+08:00

aqua...lol

Ask me anything

Would you rather work at a large company or a small one?

2010-08-10T01:46:00.003+08:00

large

Ask me anything

Chocolate or Vanilla?

2010-08-10T01:46:00.001+08:00

Chocolate

Ask me anything

What was the best advice you've ever received?

2010-08-06T08:17:00.001+08:00

listen to your heart, gut feeling lol

Ask me anything

Where would you like to spend your retirement?

2010-08-06T08:03:00.001+08:00

South of France

Ask me anything

What's your favorite city?

2010-08-06T08:02:00.003+08:00

never been there, but its the Big Apple

Ask me anything

What was your first paying job?

2010-08-06T08:02:00.001+08:00

a tutor

Ask me anything

Do you believe there's intelligent life on other planets?

2010-08-06T08:01:00.001+08:00

maybe

Ask me anything

If you could only read one magazine for the rest of your life, which would it be?

2010-08-06T07:56:00.000+08:00

In style maybe....idk don't read alot of magazines

Ask me anything

What was the best concert you went to?

2010-08-06T07:55:00.005+08:00

mtv worldstage Malaysia 2009

Ask me anything

Are you a morning or night person?

2010-08-06T07:55:00.003+08:00

i'm not a person. lol

Ask me anything

How would you describe yourself in 3 words?

2010-08-06T07:55:00.001+08:00

funny. good weird. smart.

Ask me anything

What one thing are you exceptionally good at?

2010-08-06T07:54:00.001+08:00

pissing people off lol

Ask me anything

OMG this is so surreal

2010-06-19T01:54:00.000+08:00

I think i fell......hmmm.... Its really unbelievable its like .....owh..its really hard to explain...its so intense. The feeling is really very intense, its like you only feel, think and see that particular ...... the entire time. Its like you don't even notice. This week is EPIC. LOL. 15 june. hmm. 17 june...hahaha.

Random Stuff #635

2010-06-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

Movies

What attracts people to a movie ? sometimes while just flipping through channels, I just realized that sometimes the dialogues in the movie can attract me to continue watching that particular movie, or help me choose what to watch. Even when its not that famous with no A list of interesting looking cast, the dialogues and the content in the movie can help me choose what to watch. Hmm does this apply to people as well ? like a person's looks is the hype for a movie and the attitude and one's true self is the content and dialogues of a movie, like a person is like a movie. They're many kinds of movie, some with good cast, great hype and great content, some with no famous cast, great hype but with no content, some with no famous cast, no hype but with good contents and cool lines, but unfortunately this kinds of movies are snubbed in awards and so are these kinda people in the crowd that are overlooked ......i think people should know talent when they see one....

People Ganging Up On Me for NO REASON

I guess their lives are so freaking boring so they chose to gang up on me. Just wanna say MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. and FUCK YOU ALL.

Mixed Signals

I have a friend, she's got this mixed signals thing, I hope I never get that, that would really suck.

Eating

Why do people need to eat. Shit the human body is so complex, its hard to maintain and loose weight. Trying my best maintaining my current weight. Almost obsessed almost paranoid. :D

Last thing

the last thing I wanna be ...i have become...guess its really they end of the world...LOL

but what is the last thing i wanna be...who can guess ???

-this always, always happen to me its like you're feeling good, and BAM ! ur in a bad mood LOL-

Monday @Movies

2010-05-31T23:50:00.002+08:00

Prince of Persia

Watched Prince of Persia today, with no research about the background story, all I know was it was based on a game. I didn't know it has many parts/ versions. Shit should've had invited....

So firstly, I wasn't attracted to watch this movie, then after getting responses that it was good, that kinda changed my mind and give it a shot. Watched it, and I guess the parts that I like about the movie is the theme and the core story that I find interesting. Like the sibling rivalry, greed of POWER and the sands of time myth thing.

Next, went for dinner, well I drank and my friends ate and we chit chatted about...the Normal Stuff !!!

-today was when it all went sour -

Untamed Expressionist

2010-05-28T11:50:00.002+08:00

Today, well the day started with hanging out...and ended the same. LOL.

First, hung out with my bestie, Sha and .....that guy....LOL. Somethings that happened, shisha, mcd, birds and cockroaches. That a logical summary.

Next I went back and just dozed off without thinking about the world. I forgot about the later plans that we had planned. God, I am really sorry Sharifah. So then, I pushed and made the plan to happen. Coz it was still early and we could still go out.

So, I got dressed and met Sha and went to BB area. Yeah I know its boring but it ain't that boring when you actually have something to do there.

Then i had this weird longing for.....idk Sha u know....lol

Bought a shirt that says "Marriage is Suicide" love that shirt.

Next went to Pavillion. Got myself somethings and a couple of t-shirts. Wanted to find a skirt but once again time was not enought. Shopping part deux perhaps. Rite Mas ??? LOL

-something is not right maybe its my attitude these days, SOMEONE FIX ME !!!-

P.S Happy Wesak Day!

Is It Really That Hard to Call ???

2010-05-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

No, I still don't get it...don't we have that culture like when you don't show up when you say you would, you give some excuse by calling your friends telling them why you can't come or if you can't call a text would hurt your fingers rite ? come on !!! you only need to say something....anything...you don't leave your friends wondering wtf happen to you rite ???. I don't really support the idea of the other way around, like the friends calling the absentee and asking why he or she is absent ANYMORE. I think its like only ONE SIDED CARING. Like only the friends care about where the absentee is and the absentee has no single "caring" for his or her friends by having the courtesy to inform their friends whats going on. And maybe I should emphasize here again that don't say things you won't do or if your not to sure you're gonna do it ? then DON'T SOUND SO CONFIDENT TELLING IT !!!.

What's the Issue ?

2010-05-14T01:28:00.001+08:00

So these days, i've been listening to the same word over and over again. Guess . It's the "l" word. Nay it's not love it's lonely. Like i see people posting stuff here and there about being lonely on social networks and being bored as well as the result of being lonely. And...to my shocking own self, i was diagnosed by Sharifah that my problem is ....i'm lonely and that explains the crazy antics ? really? i am the same as before ain't I ? why on earth would I, I, me...LONELY ??? NO FREAKING WAY. Why do u always have to have someone else ? Rite?

But seriously, come one loneliness doesn't mean anything...when u have no time for the world, loneliness is kinda normal...like everyone has to do what they have to do rite ? they can't just like accompany and be with someone just for the sake of don't wanna let the other to feel...."lonely ". haha.

Hey I don't know if you have heard this somewhere but to me I guess I'm making this up....

"u don't die of loneliness, u die of jealousy " LOL

its funny to have thought that....like who dies of jealousy rite ?

haha

So today....

A Nightmare on Elm Street

We went to watch A Nightmare on Elm Street. I was expecting some scary scenes but all I got was shocks...LOL. Not the scared "sensation" like I guess the best horror movie makers are Asians...seriously. Nothing is scary anymore these days. hmmm. dowanna say that too often..seem kinda I dono...challenging something ? (what am i saying, I'm NOT SUPERSTITIOUS )

So the movie was just...eh...I'll rate it as 2.5 out of 5. Probably the expectations was more, as usual, I expect more.

Next went to COLD STORAGE wait it was MERCATO at pavillion....u know what I find there...LOL

Next was a BUMMER.. -_-

a cop told us to pull over and gave Gordon a ticket just for a U-turn which was not allowed....I was like could they care more about the IMPORTANT stuff and stop bugging us teens already. STUPID COPS !!

-Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars - (airplanes -b.o.b ft hayley williams )

PIERCED LEFT EYEBROW !!!

2010-05-11T11:50:00.002+08:00

these are the pictures...of me with the pierced eyebrow....

- DARES... LOL -

FOOLS

2010-05-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

today, planned to meet up and smoke some shisha and just hangout till the end of the day. The most UNBELIEVABLE thing was i was so confused that, MAS didn't turn up after she said SHE"LL WAIT FOR US AT KLCC. I'm confused. And it ain't my fault if i even feel a little angry coz that kinda attitude deserves a respond like this.

Later it was just us three. Then, we went to the park, just to hangout... and BAM....our mood is ruined AGAIN because of a security guard who didn't allow us to bring a musical instrument to the park.(it turns out that the KLCC park is freaking private and u can't do whatever you like even its so freaking harmless....to anyone,anything, even harmless to nature...and FYI a guitar ain't a form of noise pollution. STUPID. ) To me, these kinda irrelevant, rules prohibits creativity and any form of growth in that aspect. Like its not that noisy. Seriously !!!.

Later took our lunch at the KLCC food center and just hanged there till about 3 pm. Next wanted to watch a movie, but there were not many choices to select from since we had already watch Ironman previously and the rest of the movies showing are so not interesting and didn't manage to attract our interests.

So next we decided to proceed with the shisha session at BB. Went to this place and smoked for hours.LOL. This is my first time trying that and my friends selected their favourite flavour, double apple mint. It was okay. I like the rush when u smoke it non- stop. And another friend joined us there.

Also tried something else...and it sucks....lol Sha.....

And later my friend sent me home and now here I am writing this after taking my dinner....which is ....fried nuggets...PLLLLEEEEASE......

-i know whats wrong with me, i'm crazy... but i wonder what's wrong with you !!! -

If Life was A Fairytale

2010-04-25T01:22:00.001+08:00

okay, okay, you're probably thinking that how could a person who hates fairytales like me even talk about this...lets let ourselves loose and just get some wild imagination on....

Okay, here the happy part of my fairytale story...

So if my life was a fairytale, problems will never exist, and my life would be eternal, and happiness is never ending and love is real in a fairytale, and you can just imagine what its like, like what its like it the most significant movies, in the most romantic novels and ......okay.....that's enough of an idea of a fairytale.....

And it will be so beautiful that it'll make you cry...its just wonderful, but its not....so...live with it....

So yeah if life was a fairytale, it would be anything you want it to be rite? it would be like the happily ever after crap they show on Disney...but I guess even if you live a fairytale life, would you be really happy? would you be able to achieve your maximum self potential, I know happiness is like the best thing in the world and to have what you wish for its the most greatest thing to ever happen to you, but after getting all that you ever wanted, the way you wanted, isn't there a tiny feeling of some sort of emptiness? like something unachieved with your own, i mean on your own, and not by some sort of mad world arrangement, even if its fantastically perfect ? wouldn't the perfection feel "fake" ?

And that.... children is why you don't have a fairytale life, coz you'll be living a hurtful lie, i guess even hurtful than the real life.

-just thinking of fairytales..come on have some imagination-

dreaming again....Weird

2010-04-24T23:50:00.001+08:00

today i dreamt about...a ginormous avalanche of ice falling off from the sides of a huge ice block somewhere in the antartic or somewhere which caused a sudden rise in the ocean level. Erm that dream is kinda disturbing even its doesn't involve the dead and some other weird events. Its disturbing coz global warming is really a serious issue and the dream may even come err...dowanna wish for it...

P.S i still haven't learn how to swim

the next dream was even weirder (if that's a word) it involves sha and another classmate of mine, i was really tired/sleepy in that dream and i was sleeping on their shoulders..and....thats it.....-weird-

Next i dreamt that...err...i don't remember...

-weird dreams-

HONESTLY RANDOM

2010-04-23T01:09:00.001+08:00

Is honesty good or bad ?

I think its best to be honest but along the way of honesty all you get is assumptions, judgements, "looks", people may get hurt, angry, sad, negative feedbacks and one little honesty can change the way people look at you. That's powerful ain't it ?

So is honesty good? it's kinda only benefits other people besides you to know the truth and you're the only one who gets all the negative shit, even if u said something honestly bad to another person that pisses them off, in the end you're always the one to be blame to say such things.

Still i like to be honest its like what you see is what you get.....but now and then we gotta try to avoid confrontations and hurting other people....especially sensitive people...

(Random thing to say)

"I feel like speaking Spanish....."

Acting Like A Fool....Foolish

Today acted like an idiot in college, maybe its the hormones' part two action ? (what am I saying ?) and its causing the gaganess to come out, not that it hasn't it has always been but lately its crazier....

I didn't even know why I was saying such things and acting in that way, you can't blame your hormones everyday can you? NOPE.

Re-Realizing...

Just re-realized (this weird word is in my stupid vocab lol) that I have to work fo another 6 months, or to see in a different perspective, the glass is half full perspective...I have worked for 6 months now...wow what a learning experience..so far got scolded or sort of scolded by the manager twice i think. Hope it never happens again...

Work sucks ? well my work doesn't suck but...its like can i choose when to work? weekends seems like a such valuable time now..... but at least I'm still filling my weekends with "profitable"/ "beneficial" activities...

On another note...how do u define a shopaholic ?

well its kinda subjective to different people with different income level? no not really....depends on how often they shop unecessarily...YES..but what do you call people who shop unecessarily now but the stuff they buy is useful in future ? nay..that's still a shopaholic.....

Photoshop

I wanna photoshop a monkey's head and put it on a cat's body...i'm crazy....

-talking random stuff today, haha even the word random reminds me of something (^ _^) -

Hormones driving me crazy........???

2010-04-22T02:07:00.000+08:00

I don't really know for sure if its my hormones of something else, a mental problem, a OCD? maybe even a trait I carry from being a Libran (horoscope) that causes this insanity to even occur....

So have u ever had a deep affection for something? a strong fondness of something....like an extreme likeness..that u get hyper just thinking about it and talk madly about it.......of course 99% of you are luckily not affected by this mad trait....but i think I'm suffering from a codition called...CRAZINESS...

Speaking of crazy...I remembered that I have seen a movie trailer about a bunch of crazy zombie people or whatever title..yeap..CRAZIES...its looks pretty interesting but...still its isn't really pulling me to the theater for that one....still can't wait for A Nightmare on Elm Street, that other guy from Twilight, Kellan Lutz I think is the only recognizabl face in that movie....
P.S this movie has a funny title

Today I kinda watch the Clash of the Gods on the History channel. The reason I said kinda was I didn't see the show completely and its was some bits here and there that I managed to catch. The only thing i learned is a little thing about

Hades, who is "the warden of death" in Greek Myth
Heaven, Hell and a place called Limbo is "underworld or something" and are all in the same location.
There's a woman named something that is said to control the weather..based on her emotion...
There this guy Orpheus, hope got this spelling rite and he is like the greatest musician whose wife(died) got taken by Hades. And he decided to get her back by going to hell(underworld or somewhere there haha) and he performed his song and chanted to Hades that it was so beautiful that it moved Hades....but in the end his wife was not returned to him...instead he was tricked that she was returning with him but at the very end of the road to the mortal world, his wife was dragged back to hell...thats ....some story.....

And then chatted with Mas, she has a calming effect on me, thank god...haha....

And now its raining,
My heart its racing,
Sometimes i wish it wasn't beating,
but its just a feeling,
that u feel now and that u feel like you're dreaming,
coz its so impossible to be happening,
its insane i know its weird and surprising...
its a little thing called wishful thinking...(the illusion of what you wish for is actually true)

(this is just made up.. nothing to do with me actually ...this is just for fun and hope it rhymes nice P.S to make it more meaningful gotta edit it later)

-i've got nothing-

Another weekend

2010-04-18T23:50:00.001+08:00

So the PC Fair was around the corner, I mean took place recently....didn't go...like I have anything to do there....but just saying, brother's birthday also was on last Friday...had a simple dinner at Nando's, planned something else actually, but plans don't work the way you want them sometimes, and this is like the second week I'm using my new laptop...its fine...wanna add more things to it...

here's a little simple stupid story..

I tried to copy over 94 gigs of songs from the desktop to my new laptop...crazy...the sign showed "1 day remaining to be copied" thats the kinda crazy little things I do...anyway cancelled it..and just took the songs I like..

Next, still am a little anxious about the new college semester its getting pretty hectic, the transition was really bad ya know, from the previous semester which was laid back and where you only have lik 3 classes a week with only one subject to this semester with 5 (FIVE) subjects and everyday (mon to sun) with class and work on the weekends... . Time is really something when you don't have it, its so true that you'll miss something ONLY when its gone...or value it...or realize its importance..OR u get the point.

Next my daily exercise routine/ plan to jog is also...not working since I don't really have the time..have other things to do...time is really hard to manage....u can say all u want but its hard to put everything in schedule....there are external factors that influences the outcome of your "planned schedule" that we can't control..."its outta control" haha

(guess i used this pic before ...)

Fat, is a lifetime problem, I think its also a global problem, well I think the most biggest problem is global warming and the second problem I can't really figure it out, its a close call between the economy meltdown and yes you guessed it...FAT aka OBESITY.....aka MAD COW DISEASE...no no no..the last part is wrong...haha.... I need a anti-fat medicine....someone create it quick...or have they ?

Not all people can sing, I know I can't but...what's wrong singing for fun, or to annoy someone or just to make some people laugh, nobody perfect and not everyone is a professional singer that practices their vocal capabilities 24/7....(exaggerated..lol). So people will ya please be a good sport !!!!

Vs.

Manchester United vs Manchester City, saw that game on Saturday, the last minute goal was...EPIC....doubt it a little bit coz its a little UNBELIEVABLE....Scholes scored the goal....cool....Berbatov...was well Berbatov....P.S friend saw him on the tv and asked "is he balding" lol.

Going to Tokio Hotel's concert...hope its gonna be fun....*fingers crossed...

Perspectives and Stereotypes

yeah no matter how hard you try to hide it, you will always have your very own perspective on things and that I guess collectively makes stereotypes...i just wanna change stereotypes, people have gotta think outta the box in this century, come on !. And again don't just judge people just based on your very own assessment....and the influences by stereotypes...you gotta see things in holistically....and not just in one tiny little freaking box...haha I say freaking....like there's an underage person reading this....(bet no one will read this crazy outburst of my wild random some which i don't understandmyself opinions)

Writing this...

sometimes I think about what I would love to write about, it would definitely be a given word and then I would like to write long essays you may call it personal opinions on that particular word...i'm such an opinionist....(if thats even a word that makes any sense) .

I even like literature...!!! does this mean I'm in the wrong course...lol..nay....

Re-discovering my Long Arms

On Sunday, had nothing to do, so me and my co-workers had an absurd arm measuring thing...where we measured everyone's arm length...and I was re- reminded (haha this word doesn't exist either rite?) about my long arms....its almost the same length with my other guy co-workers...hope its not that obvious to other people...but the pro's to having long arms is u get to reach places far away easily.... Cause of my long arms is most probably genetics....

- hey i'm blabbering AGAIN : D -

talking appreciation...again..i know...

2010-04-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

okay, so here's the deal, i think people don't appreciate the little things that happen, or done by someone else that benefits them and saves them a whole load of time and energy. Okay, sometimes, some people may not say that the appreciate it but get creative people....!!! there's tonnes of ways to show it, like saying it indirectly, putting the appreciation between lines, doing something in return just to show u know what someone else has done rite..... . I know that it doesn't mean anything to you, maybe its just an overreaction of someone else's action or doesn't mean anything at all just and a non logical thing to appreciate stuffs, but just wanna say that APPRECIATION is underrated, its means something ya know. Its even worst if they so stupid not to know wtf appreciation is.

-we forgive, but do we forget?-

Of Choices and Mirrors and.... Lomography ?

2010-04-02T21:00:00.002+08:00

Choices. (just wanna talk about choices)

Choices you make show who you are, I mean they also say you are what you eat and you are who you hang out with are...but it all comes down to the basic choice. You choose what you wanna eat, you choose how much you wanna eat and you choose who you wanna hang out with, and you choose the reasons you wanna hang out with your friends. So its all just basic choices. Choice, it's a really powerful word and entity, it's something you decide, some people might not even have the privilege to have and make their own choices, so they become not who they wanna be ? rite?

But, with choices, in your own very hands, you can be whatever you wanna be rite ? but what if you forgot that you have choices ? what if you didn't know how to make the rite or better choices ? will you be what you wanna be ? On another note, the choices you make are mirrors to who you are. I guess it's not that wrong to judge a person by their choices which is mirrored sometimes by just looking at them physically, rite? I know they have said, don't judge a book by its cover, but the cover is like a preview to the whole story of the book, the entire content. So how am I not supposed to judge it like that, but hey, I guess that saying can only be literally applied to books, cause obviously books are not humans, and humans are like the most complex beings on earth, you can't really ignore the "cover". It definitely shows something, compared to books, maybe sometimes the cover was done by a cheap artist or something that could not convey what the writer wanted to portray or preview to the readers. See ?.

So, choices mean a lot.

Lomography...this is thanks to the courtesy of Mas (Mas u should blog about it too )

So I am just exposed to a different type of photography or some sort of art form, its called lomography, it uses a lomo camera (thanks to Mas for the info). So Mas was talking about lomo and I was like kinda interested about how the camera looks like coz she said it ain't digital.

So then like everyone curious about something, I googled it....

And I discovered that the pictures were really artistic in the way I can relate too, because it is spontaneous, candid and it does not really require any technical expertise. And I love talking pictures the way the are, naturally, originally and let the picture say and show its own art.

These are some pictures taken by lomo cameras which i came across googling.....just sharing.....photoshop is nice too...but I don't get it.....this is kinda simple...i think ....*not entirely sure..lol

its pretty.....

- lomo isn't lame, it's not that high tech but...its nice -

Clash of The Titans

2010-04-01T23:50:00.001+08:00

Unfortunately though, unfortunately the attractive trailers of the movie just ends its attraction there, it's like the movie is just plain and the fights scenes were a little less than what I had in mind. Perseus defeated the Kraken and the god, Hades so easily, just with the help of Medusa's head and his sword sent from his father, Zeus. It's a little like a video game, like the boy gets what he needs to beat his enemy. Owh and don't forget he also gets the Pegasus. I mean I'm fine with everything he gets on his way to beat the Kraken and Hades but it's was just to "easy". Like it should have been more longer fight scenes and the scenes and the fights should've been more challenging and I think it was not challenging enough. I don't know I always expected more, since the trailer was really interesting.

However, the good side that i enjoyed is the greek mythology in the movie, the stories, I find it fascinating. The dialogues were also fine. Watched the movie in 3D but in the beggining, the only thing I find popping out of the screen were chinese subtitles which only seems to bother me, but then I got used to it till I can't remember whether it was on the screen throughout the movie.

Owh, now I can't wait to watch A Nightmare on Elm Street. Hope it's not another dissapointment.

Earlier that day...

Earlier we, which I mean Sha, Mas and Me...

went Karaoke.....love the japanese self orchestra thing....

Later....

took bunch of pictures together....some of them are...

(What are u guys looking at ???)

(Work on the modelling Sha !!!)

( La...la...la.....)

(Hello, Gigi ???)

(Acting like fools see what I mean...)

(bored / feeling adored faces )

(Mas is the cutest in this pic, <3)

then...went back...that's it for today, April Fool's Day.... more like acting Fool's Day... haha

- fool urselves -

2010-03-30T17:09:00.001+08:00

E News Asia ?!?!?!?!?!!!

2010-03-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

So i turned on the tv and I find there's a new show, E News Asia, typically E News but its more about the Asian entertainment industry but still with the Hollywood E news as well. So I turned the channel to check out who the new show's host were, all to be bored to discover that the host were no one new but the same ol' lame ol' Dom and Marion, I was like WTF, isn't there any new fresh talents to become a host for a laid back programme like that, maybe later I hope the producers will find some new "interns" or whatever to replace them and I hope they're just temporary, coz you get bored looking at the same host everywhere right, we don't need another Ryan Seacrest in the making. One is enough, and he's got like 8 jobs or something... (wait, why am I talking bout Ryan suddenly... haha).

Earlier that day...

Went out to see my dentist coz I had an appointment and all she did was just replace the lower jaw frontal part wires. That's it. It didn't hurt, but after several hours, I feel like my teeth are in a tight shoe (whatever that means, only makes sense to me) so its not painful, its IRRITATING. Nevermind, I guess the irritation will end in a few days.

I can't wait to remove this braces because I can speak well, eat well and just smile well.

Later at night, I watched the Tooth Fairy, yeah the one with "The Rock" in it. It was just a normal movie, I don't get it when people say its "Best". Nevermind, people have their opinions and so do I.

After that I started looking and searching for my calculator.AGAIN. But still no luck, seriously I can't really remember where I kept it, or where I misplaced it or lost it or I don't know if I've lent it to someone.

-sometimes, some things, even if they're cheap, they mean something and they have a little word for it, it's called "Sentimental Value"-

Being Monsters At Work Place

2010-03-14T23:50:00.015+08:00

So today's Saturday....and the manager is not around, so this is what we did...

-unrecognizable idiots...lol....was not really my idea haha-

Damansara

2010-03-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

Went to Damansara, to The Curve, with Mas and Sha, but there's nothing much there to me, I prefer the golden triangle .....(wait what is the golden triangle again, whatever i meant BB area is way cooler and hip). Next went around there, bought a tank top and that's it. Had lunch there too...nothing fancy. Then wanted to go Sunway but the car was not in a good condition, so stopped at Caltex TTDI to check the tyres and didn't proceed with the plan, went back to BB. Did some mischievious stuff today. haha. Then ate late dinner at A&W at BB. The new meal offered called the Thai Wham Wrap SUCKS. Don't even try to order it...no na uh.

THE STUPID CAR

Went back home.

-today totally sucks -

alice in wonderland

2010-03-10T23:50:00.007+08:00

Finally watched Alice in Wonderland in 3D with mom. The trailers all over were interesting and the animation is beautiful. Watched the movie, but the storyline failed to interest me and the plots and everything was simple. Sadly that part didn't live up to my expectations. The animation was still nice and in 3D is beautiful.

Then had dinner at McDonalds and went home.

-Alice oh Alice-

Went out With Qifei

2010-03-09T23:50:00.008+08:00

Its been a while since we both hung out, Qifei and me. Its nice to see her again now that she's done with all the STPM craze. haha sorry. She looks the same actually, hair is longer and I wish all the best for her to get accepted to the universities she applied for.

Went walking around pavillion with Qifei, searching for a nice bag, but its hard for me to choose bags.I love beautiful bags but i think i can't get a really nice one and not get mobbed. So its really hard to choose a bag. Next bought a couple of t-shirts and roamed around there the whole day. Later ate dinner at Pepper Lunch. I like the difference in the food. You gotta stir it yourself while its hot. It was fun, you feel like you cooked your meal (but its actually cooked by the cook, all you do is just stir a little haha). Then went window shopping and we decided to make charm bracelets. It was really nice and took us like 45 minutes to pick the small charms or whatever you call that...that really means something. I ended up picking a skeleton, a popcorn, a fairy, a microfon and a champagne bottle.

These are what all those charm mean to me:

Skeleton - a reminder to self that i should be thin.

Popcorn- is sweet, life should be sweet and popcorn is also associated with movies and i love movies

Fairy - is like an angel, to me my mom is my angel, it also means hope and positive energy to me

Microfon - is associated with music, singing and entertainment, I love music, it also means that you should always say what u wanna say...speak up

Champagne bottle - represents celebration, life should be celebrated, embraced and cherished..coz life is beautiful

Next went home, split the cab with Qifei.

-charms -

Trynna learn the Guitar....its kinda adventurous to me...

2010-03-03T21:28:00.002+08:00

Stayed at home today, wanted to go jogging but didn't due to natural causes which is the rain...*sigh. Then since I had nothing to do... today and the rest of this month, I decided to learn to play the guitar or at least know something than nothing....yeah. Then, I searched some vids on youtube like every other person who learns to play the guitar, but i guess eventually I'm gonna take some lessons at the music school near my house. Then, i just learned what an E minor chord is and learnt that there are like A to G.....the chords..then there's like some variation to it as well...so there's quite a lot to remember...and practice...

this video seems really helpful and convenient to guide me to learn all or pretty much all of the chords i guess

Then for dinner ate pizza....yeah....

-guitars...kreeeng -

Craft Center

2010-03-02T23:50:00.003+08:00

Craft Center

So today, we planned to go to the Craft Center in Jalan Conlay, for those who don't know where that road is in KL its nearby Pavillion. So we were like walking outside Pavillion, trynna find where is Jalan Conlay, Mas asked a security guard, and he said to walk straight coz its nearby, we walked there and stopped to read a poster when a man in a car said the Craft Center provides transport to go there from the parking lot where we where standing at. So it was really nice to have transport, arrived there, looked around took pictures Sha met her err...agent shall say??? and nothing happened. haha. Didn't buy anything but maybe I'll go again to see the things they sell there coz the exhibition sale thing is untill 8 March.

These are some pictures we took......

Clueless in KLCC

Next went to KLCC, first went to the Petronas Art Gallery, didn't know the entrance is free, well it ain't that big that it's to be paid per entry. Saw some paintings, pictures and artwork, especially Installation Artwork which is the main artwork highlighted in the gallery this month, i guess.

Then, has dinner with Mas and Sha. It was great fun with me confusing "Keladi" with "Keledek" lol. omg..and this waiter guy was eavesdropping to our conversation which at a point was....omg...haha.

Next went browsing around the C level of KLCC. Went into MNG, ZARA, GAP, and then in ZARA Sha and Mas accidentally touched boots /shoes that has pig skin lining, I had no problem with that but I was just disgusted, I mean I know its clean actually but still, pig is taboo...

Bought a wallet at Vincci not Gucci unfortunately haha. It's grey this time, I'm tired of having black colored wallets, I think its boring now, initially I got my eye on a peach-orange coloured wallet but the shape was not looking pretty to me.

Next wanted to hang out at the KLCC park but it was already 10.30pm and they already closed a section of the park and Sha's aunt was worried i guess, only Mas was the one who had not problem haha THIS TIME..then we took a cab and again went to Mas' place then Sha's then mine....split the cab with Sha and I think we (Sha and I) owe Mas RM 2 haha...

Next back at home....watched tv until I felt sleepy at 1.30pm. And owh today earlier had this weird dream....

Weird Dream

Well in that dream, I wasn't in it, this time the story was that my uncle and aunt like separated and my aunt had a baby and the baby is half chinese, I don't know why and she's kinda getting married with another person and err..the rest of the dream I don't remember but it was quite depressing to watch...haha what the hell...

So today I missed 90210 as usual and I guess I'll have to wake up early to watch the repeated show....at 11am..

-taa-

Suddenly Being a Hair Model for Trainee Students

2010-03-01T23:50:00.001+08:00

hmm, Monday, today actually, err Ummul wanted all of us to attend the Maulidur Rasul celebration, but we already planned to crazy at karaoke...so we continued with our plan. So went to Low Yat, took the train there, coz was already late as usual. Then walked to low yat. There, Mas and Sha were already waiting. So we went to redbox, and Mas collected her birthday vouchers and I got another voucher thing from one of our college mates that we ran into there. Next, started selecting songs, this time the new songs we sang that we never selected before were, from that Westlife band, Jonas Brothers lovebug (hate Jo bros but the song is nice), Gwen Stefani and sang a bunch of Malay songs. :D i love Bunkface, Hujan and Meet Uncle Hussein.

Next, when we got out at 3pm, we planned to have lunch at Carl's Jr. . So walked to Pavillion. But, but on our way to pavillion, just like 200 metres away from Pavillion, a lady offered three of us for a free haircut and volunteer to be a hair model. So I was, like err...then I thought it would be a nice experience and so I said yeah and dragged Mas and Sha along. haha.

Being A Hair Model

So first the students who were gonna practice cutting our hair, analysed our hair and asked questions about how we take care our hair. Next they planned what type of method to use and what kind of haircut to choose. Then, they washed our hair, while washing , Mas's hairdresser accidentally spilled some shampoo on her face, it was HEE-LA-RIOUS...then the started cutting our hair, and it was like 3 hours just for a hair cut, it was so long that I even felt really sleepy at a point.

Next, went to Pavillion. Went to Carl's Jr., this time for dinner, then Mas got a call, and we went home by a cab. The uncle (cab driver) was nice, and I guess Sha liked him. haha. She was being all so friendly with him.

Mas' hair is short !!!!

guys look at the freaking camera !!!

-what a day of spontaneous act -

Think Logically, I Should Have

2010-02-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

Owh, MY GOD....today for the first time in like 4 months, the manager scolded me for not "thinking logically" because I just gave away a product without checking whether the customer has paid completely or not. But the real thing is that, I was only helping the cashier to find the product and put it in a bag for the customer, and I gave the receipt back the cashier so that she can deal with the rest of the issue going on there....and in the end, I was the one blamed, like he is tellin me that I've worked there long enough to know this things. But, I didn't know that I should know that, no one informed me my job actually and I feel unauthorized to do that sometimes. But I guess, a lesson is learned, from today onwards I'll stick my nose in everything and learn everything, and I don't care if they think I am disturbing them, I just don't give a shit anymore....okay...I've got so many things to learn and I'm gonna do it and there's no backing down at this point after you're been called a person with no logic and probably he thinks I'm stupid.

So later, had dinner with Elaine, mom sent lunch earlier. So dinner was ABC . Yayy !!! P.S that's Elaine on the background...kah...kah..kah...

then got home and ate some peanut anchovy thing....haha

Next went home....and that's my weekend...

-i feel stupid today ))): -

Upside Down, Jumbled...Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner...

2010-02-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

Today, I ate breakfast which was more appropriately proportioned for dinner, I ate lunch where the food was more meant for a breakfast and I ate dinner that has the proportions of what you should eat at lunch.

Here's the stuff I ate :

Breakfast

rice with vegetables.
water.

Lunch

A High Five Bun - Chocolate/Orange center cream
Soursop Juice

Dinner

Tomato Rice with and Chicken Curry thing
Lychee
and later after work another Lychee
and back home ate...watermelon, and this sweet porridge thing...WHY !!!!

owh and in between the lunch and dinner i ate 2 chewing gums....god...

"forgive me for I have sinned...eating is a sin when its too much...."

Besides eating today, well I worked, sold like ...

a microwave oven..sort of
a blender
an iron
an adapter
and I don't remember...

Then, uh...at the very end of the day, a couple came to REDEEM their citibank credit card points thing...god it took like 25 minutes to serve them...and its like working OT coz the store closes at 9.30pm but they were there till 9.45pm. God, why are people so selfish and inconsiderate/ "tak agak-agak" ?!?!?!

So got back home did all the things one does after work...and here I am again..writing this in this blog..spot...

-today there's a full moon -

Watched A Hindi Film with Mom

2010-02-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

Today, me and mom went to the well, my brother drove us and also joined to watch the hindi movie. The title is My Name Is Khan.

So, the story is about a guy named...well Khan, Rizwan Khan, hope i get the spelling rite, and he has Asperger's Syndrome, or maybe it can also be referred to mild autism. Never met anyone with autism in my life, so I'm not sure how these people suffering these illness really behave. But then, on the story is about the issues of being a Muslim after 9/11 that just changes the way people see you. Yeah something like that, and its like a message to people that do not stereotype people just because of their race, religion or whatever. The movie is fine. I rate it a 3.5 /5.

Next, got back home, ate dinner, and here I am telling you about my day today...

-watched a movie, hindi movie, no not indie, h-h-h hindi-

The Chinese New Year Celebration at College

2010-02-25T23:50:00.001+08:00

Today, I wore red to college, thanks to Mas for that information, I can be so oblivious to notices, and my circle of friends don't really say things out loud due to assumptions that I already know the stuff they know. Yeah, sometimes when you remind people just for the sake of reminding, it doesn't get appreciated, but still you can at least try right, you ain't have nothing to lose.

So thanks Mas for that piece of information.

So first, the celebration started with a lion dance. The lion went up all the way with the stairs to the hall, and danced for about 10-15 minutes. Then the chairman of the college gave an opening speech and launched the celebration. So then, there were a sketch, dance performances, singing performances and games played in groups consisting of lectures and students which were fun to watch.

A few pictures....

pretty much the class....well 1/3 i guess...

Amalina, Enny, Me

The Lion Dance Part

Got an ang pow again...yay....

Then got back home, didn't go jogging today, coz I wanna relax my legs and the muscles inside. But, on second thought, I should have gone jogging today because it will help me sort things out in my mind while I jog. Nevermind.

DOUBT

So today, I watched the movie Doubt instead of jogging. Yeah way to go couch potato. The movie basically revolves around the issue of doubt, like it's said on the title. Then there's the morality issues, some racial issues in that particular time setting of the movie and of course the religious aspects like one cannot lie and stuff, since the main characters are nuns and priests. And for the record, Meryl Streep is really a great actor.

Next just ate dinner, didn't exercise at all today, made me feel, a little "unhealthy". huh. Plans were basically crushed but NEVERMIND.

So....that's that....

-should've taken more pictures at the event -

$^#)*$^^@^#&@$^&@

2010-02-24T01:13:00.000+08:00

Today, Faisal took a day off...to run some errands that only he can run for himself (what am I saying). Then -600. Then I didn't watch much tv today and went jogging in the evening again. This time luckily managed to complete all 10 rounds around the park before it started to drizzle and lightning were beginning to appear. Thought i saw one today. Not sure haha.

Saw this at the park today.... (this should be a daily segment on my blog...that'll be interesting...)

yup guys thats a err..iguana....

Then got home, love taking long showers.Caught a little cold. Nay it ended. Then watched the movie "Daybreakers". Ethan Hawke is in it. Hmm..Ethan....why did he get old....

This movie was fine, love the idea if everyone was vampires and being human is not normal anymore. haha. Interesting. The cure was too easy somehow and the ending was....err..I actually wanted to see the world back to normal again, but maybe we can already imagine that and that's why the director thinks its not necessary to show that part in the end. I'll give it a 2.5/5.

Earlier today, I called Mas and planned for a karaoke thing. Then tried Sha, but she didn't answer her phone. Waited till 11pm to receive her reply to my text, and just to find out she can't make it. hmm. Its okay, then she said she can't make it. god.

only I know what I feel I guess.

This is my sudden outburst of emotions.....

FYI..... I HATE PEOPLE WHO CAN'T MAKE THEIR MINDS, SELFISH, STUPID BUT STILL SNOBBISH OR DO U CALL THAT "BODOH SOMBONG" HEARD THAT ONCE FROM A TEACHER, BUT HEY I'M NO PREACHER, AND HATE PEOPLE WHO WORK BUT THE STILL GOT NO MONEY...HOPE IT WON'T HAPPEN TO ME OR I'LL START TO HATE MYSELF , COZ I MEAN WHAT I SAY THIS TIME. I ALSO HATE PEOPLE WHO USE ME...YEAH I FUCKING HATE TO BE OR FEEL BEING USED. IF USING IS WHAT "FRIENDS" ARE FOR THEN I RATHER HAVE NO "FRIENDS" AROUND ME TO USE ME.

NEXT WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I CANCEL MY PLANS LIKE YOU WOULD EVEN CONSIDER CANCELLING YOUR PLANS FOR ME. WTF RITE.

AS MUCH AS I CAN RELATE TO SOMEONE'S DIFFICULTIES, THIS IS FUCKING TOO MUCH AIGHT.

- FUCK YOU !!! -

P.S if you still haven't figured why this is all caps then it means I'm shouting and screaming these words out okay u .......

-cooling down, will be fine by tomorrow-

Class at 9 again....last day of sem 3

2010-02-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

So, today is the last class for this semester, anyone excited, yeah Anand looked pretty excited...something like this maybe...

Then Mas was absent again...and Miss Mahes tried to complete all the unfinished tutorials with us. Still I got wrongs in my tutorials, and yeah..today we got our mid term test results, and I got 43 and a half over 50. Satisfied ? No. Like this "no"......

Coz it was really easy and I did silly mistakes like not answering questions in a formal way...instead of answering "do not"...I wrote "not to"...gawd...! Then I answered the definition of commence wrongly...it meant began and I did ended. Genius !. huh.

Next got home and Sha went to work. I was home and mom was still not feeling well. :(

Then watched tv, went jogging and this time managed to do 5 rounds around the park before it was lightning everywhere, I got panicked and went home, it was just a scary sight ya know. Feels like I might get struck by lightning and I can imagine what pain must that feel. Then at home just lazed around.

Went to bed at 9.30pm i think, don't know why. Then got up at 12.30pm....then tried reading Breaking Dawn again and read myself to sleep.

-sleepy day -

Back to College...a new chinese new year....

2010-02-22T23:50:00.001+08:00

So..as usual, a little late to class, Mas wasn't there...and learn the tenses again. Yet still get it wrong now and then. It so technical, love it though. Like singing, the technical aspect is important rite.

Then ate lunch with Sha at that Fatimah Restaurant. Ate Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis. Well, its actually Nasi Goreng Kampung, see actually I forgot the name and thought of eating Ikan Bilis that day. Then when paying, I said I ate Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis Kampung. Its so funny to me. Like the Ikan Bilis is from Kampung in the phrase. haha

Next back home at around 3pm. Mom is still not feeling well. :(

Nothing to do, watched tv, then went jogging and this is what i see today at the park.....

Kitten Jogging on the park.....nay just some people bringing their kitten to the park...it was on my way earlier....

next got back home, and ....thats all.....mundane thing.....

-life can be mundane, even its a new year -

Dinner With Yuki

2010-02-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today, unfortunately "Hualan" is at work. Papaya is not here, that's why. So it was a little not relaxing. Next, for dinner, went to eat dinner with Yuki. It was a little drizzling so I took the umbrella. Then ate Nasi Goreng Daging. Wrong order, actually I wanted Nasi Goreng Daging Masak Merah, I think, yeah guess that's what its called. So nevermind, chatted with Yuki. She only drank a cup of Horlicks and tasted my Sirap. She didn't like it, she says its just "air gula". haha

Next talk about the prayers she will be having tonight for the chinese new year i guess and talked about the annual dinner. Unfortunately, I a nobody there and not invited to go.

Then, ate chewing gum and went home, but before that stopped at 7 -Eleven to buy Slurpee...its so cooling....mmm...

-love Slurpee -

Yay...Elaine is Back

2010-02-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

So today Elaine is back at work, and she's a little changed, she wears contacts now, yeah way to go.....

I suddenly want a pair too, but colored one, just for fun. But its kinda "leceh" rite, wearing it, and it adds another thing to take care. So next work, work and work. Then came the phone call that challenged my crazy twisted mind. So there's a store from somewhere which needs to get a stock of a product. I asked the manager and he said to tell them "take two stocks". What I did, I said how many do you want and the person on the other side said she just wants one, then I said okay and put the phone down. Yeah, its kinda against me to force someone or it kinda feels outta place to be the one to "order" someone to take two when they only want one.... . Then the manager asked me, "did you tell her to take two" and I said "she only took one". Then the manager was a little mad, and then he just could scold me and then he called her again. I just can't follow that kind of orders. God !

Haha, next there was pasar malam and I introduced Elaine to "Nasi Tomato" . Luckily she said it was delicious or I would be known to her as a friend with bad taste. haha.

Then, sold stuff and the day ended.

-something happened -

P.S Got an ang pow from Ng. Yay.....

memory loss

2010-02-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

Okay, didn't actually loss memory....actually I don't remember what to write about...that is any bit interesting, just stayed at home. Didn't even go jogging because, my legs were aching and needed to be rested. Then, ate dinner at night and surprisingly I felt sleepy at 11 pm, I mean who sleeps that time rite, like to me night starts at 10pm so it's really early, lol. Next, I automatically woke up at about 2.15 pm and tried to go back to sleep and successfully did at around 3pm. It was really hard to go back to sleep, I don't know why, guess I had enough sleep already....

- what happened -

Karaoke - V-Day - Hanging at McDonalds -Taxi ride together- E.N.D

2010-02-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

Okay, so today, we had it all planned, well, kinda. So first gonna go karaoke and eat lunch at the same place and next to the movies.

KARAOKE

So we ( sha, mas and me) were supposed to meet up at Pavillion at about 10.30am. I went there, like 10.30am, like for once I was on TIME. haha. Then, karma happens again. I let people wait all the time, and now it was my turn to WAIT. err....not the best feeling at 10 freaking 30 am in the morning. haha. Well its okay, I called em, and went into the room first, then they came, luckily they were not that late. So enjoyed the karaoke session and the food on the buffet thing really sucks except their fruits and desserts; like the cakes, that's delicious. Need to remind myself to only get the desserts next time and skip the main course available.*REMINDER TO EVERYONE TOO*. haha

Next I have this thing, that when you don't listen to me, when I repeatedly said the same thing, and if you couldn't understand me, you should have just ask again...and when you don't and you....ahhh...

So the above crazy non-sense outburst is about my friend not listening to me when I said what the cost was for that session, and she, I think felt "cheated" but I didn't okay...and she didn't freaking listen...!!!! or my pronounciation of numbers is really bad..either way....WHY !!!!!!! ARGGGHHH !!!!. okay tension released I'm cool now.

So its kinda that moment that everything was fine and BAM, I have a bad mood. (but I don't feel angry for a long time).

Valentine's Day

Watched V-day, starring....omg this is gonna be so long...

Jessica Alba as Morley Clarkson

Jessica Biel as Kara Monahan

Bradley Cooper as Holden

Eric Dane as Sean Jackson
Patrick Dempsey as Dr. Harrison Copeland

Jamie Foxx as Kelvin Moore
Jennifer Garner as Julia Fitzpatrick
Topher Grace as Jason
Anne Hathaway as Liz
Carter Jenkins as Alex
Ashton Kutcher as Reed Bennett
Queen Latifah as Paula Thomas
Taylor Lautner as Willy
Taylor Swift as Felicia
Emma Roberts as Grace
George Lopez as Alphonso......and the list goes on and on......

So, its like one of the star studded movies of the year or something rite, but....yeah the movie was just okay...could've have been better, I mean, the story still lacks content someway...well I'm never contented with the contents of movies, haha. It would be nice if there were more links between the characters in the movie maybe, but hey...I'm no movie expert. So, that's what I think...and just to show the figures I'm gonna rate it 2.5/5. Actually 2 /5 but considering the cast.....haha.

-am I never satisfied, of they just don't make good movies ANYMORRRE ??? -

HANGING OUT AT MACDONALD'S

After the movie, we went walking around on the streets of BB....(later I got to know that people have found a phyton or some snake there....yeah in the middle of the city on that day, but they found it in the afternoon, someone told me that, days after). Then we went to Berjaya Times Square to have dinner. Went to McD, I ate the Filet-O-Fish, Mas ate fried chicken they have and Sha ate the uh....i think its the spicy McDeluxe thing. Next we chit chatted for a couple of hour. Yeah not long enough. Should've talk more, haha but we were already worn out. Like this.....

So we just talk about basically stuff revolving love because we've just watched V-day....which is all about the L-O-V-E.

So what does being IN love mean to me? Its a msytery. Yeah like not everyone is IN love, and if they're IN love, how do they surely certainly know if that is real, what if all along the feeling was something else that they forgot or overlooked to define and when they didn't know what it was...they just say its love. So what is being IN love? I still don't know...and I'm skeptical about its "realness"....its kinda FICTION to me.....(is this controversial? nay) haha.

TAXI RIDE TOGETHER

Next, after that repeated on and on talk about the love, the funny jokes...that Sha likes...hahahaha, we decided to go home by splitting the same cab to three different places. So it was really fun. First we sent Mas home, then Sha went home and then I went....yeah you guessed it. Would need to do that if one of us own a car....but hey public transport is too bad, and we ain't rich bitches.

-its sometimes nice to own a car-

P.S E.N.D = Energy Never Dies ......

yes i remember jogging...

2010-02-17T23:50:00.001+08:00

went jogging, well that's the only HIGHLIGHT of the day, as far as I can recall (P.S writing this after today) okay that P.S thing i just wrote was kinda weird, haha. So, yeah, my legs ached real bad, and even worse, i think it even rained.....god. haha. So in the end, I end up with sored legs and drenched in rainwater. How refreshing is that !!!

I think something like this was the situation.....well...the rain is a little less heavy.... (obviously not gonna take a picture of myself drenched, I'll be looking like a natural disaster victim, lol)

(yeah that's it... and speaking about this reminds me of "The Situation" from Jersey Shore, that show is on MTV and its kinda famous I think....looks interesting...haha. Not aired in Malaysia though.)

-that's it-

Watched Percy Jackson and The Olympians : The Lightning Thief

2010-02-16T23:50:00.002+08:00

Went to watch Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief. Wow that name is something, something like the long names of the Harry Potter series, of coz it is coz Percy Jackson is also based on the book by these dude named .....Rick Riordan .

So went to Pavillion after like watching the season 4 finale of "Heroes" and watching an episode of "Smallville. Yeah still not satisfied that Sylar is finally the good guy, and what is that line "I'm a hero", just doen't sound rite being said by the mouth of a twisted crazy killer like Sylar. Sometimes when you're not bad, you become less interesting, seriously, it really is like that. So moving on, to Smallville, it was fine, but the guy in the cape....god, I just feel its funny.

Percy Jackson & the Olympians : The Lightning Thief

Watched it, it was nice, I like the story, that it mixes the elements of Greek Mythology in it, I find Greek myths to be interesting, fascinating. Sometimes, some stories should not be rated, like criticized I think. Some movies are just to let your fantasy run wild with the fantasy shown and just accept it the way it is and you gotta admit that you enjoyed it even with the fact that they were some flaws or some thing lacking in it. Basically it all depends on a person's own personal opinion, maybe the person may not like it because he has a different personality and maybe another person would've love it. Because, in the end, people are not the same. So to me, this movie is just that movie you enjoy and watch because its simple and nice. Its not running for oscars that you need to rate it or to scrutinize it. And...sometimes, I feel like if you rate every movie, it just makes you think that movie is less fun, because of the numbers or the grades you rate it with, its like your real movie experience, of what you, personally felt watching the movie is just lost in the unelaborated figures we created. And judging is really SUBJECTIVE. But i think in the end, it all comes to a person's personality, whether he wants to rate it high or low, i'm gonna rate it a 3/5 . (i have no idea why I was elaborating so much on "rating a movie" )

And to quote some random commenter, "its not some big important epic, let it be what it is...." totally agree with him. Unless,.....it becomes an epic...hmm ???

-I'm kinda confused writing this -

P.S saw Hiang Shin, near the autopay machine at level B1 i think, at pavillion, I always see her now and then there .hmm

Monday...Holiday...!!!

2010-02-15T23:50:00.007+08:00

So everyone is on leave, except, mom, had to go to work, since her boss just flew in here yesterday, I think. She was kinda not feeling well since she came back home in the evening, wait... it was already night.

So during the day, I watched Madagascar : Escape to Africa, didn't watch this one in the theater. It was entertaining, I like it. So later, went jogging, again. Don't seem to get thinner, maybe its the wrong approach, gonna try a different approach now. We gotta keep improvising our methods to achieve what we want, at least that's what I think right now. At the park, saw this two women, the have this two cute cats, both cats had a colar chain thing, and they were "supposed" to walk in the park, like dogs go for walk rite. But, cats aren't exactly the "walking" type pets. It looked almost silly that the woman, the owner was "being walked by her cat" coz she was in front of her cat, forcing her cat to walk, behind. lol.

For dinner, I think we had pizza, yeah.

-simple day-

Chinese New Year, V-day....

2010-02-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

It was really hot today, didn't go anywhere, even I had a day off from working on freaking weekends. It doesn't really matter, so it was hot, but, yet I decided to go jogging, yeah on the Chinese New Year, where the roads were empty, and maybe it was Sunday, the park was kinda filled with the foreign workers, this time more, yeah MORE. What the heck, so went jogging, jogged and jogged till I came back home and discovered that I was freaking sunburnt. My skin, my face and my arms skin are now all darker, all to the courteous courtesy of the darling sizzling Mr Sun. The fact that I love the sunm hot weathers is so ironic now that I don't like getting sunburnt. Do you know how hard is it to get a lighter skin living here, right under the sun since we're situated on the e-qu-freaking -ator. yeah equator. Its so much work to take care of your skin here, so that it doesn't get sunburnt. Like just not to get sunburnt, do I need to quit jogging, I know, I know, to wear a sunblock with a greater SPF, but that stuff on works to some extent, it doesn't entirelty blocks your skin from darkening from that rays of sun. There's always win some lose some going on and there's always karma playing its part in our lives, i call a girl fat, i become fat, i call a girl dark i become dark. I should call anyone. Dammmmmnnnnnit.

-why me ???? -

Chinese New Year's Eve...!!!

2010-02-13T23:50:00.001+08:00

hooray, hooray, its a holi...holiday !!!

Well, not yet but its the beginning of it tonight.....Woohoo...Yeah (frat boy style).

So, got to work and just worked for like 6 1/2 hours. Yippie !!!. Because today's new year's eve, Chinese New Year's Eve, and its also Valentine's Day eve. Hmm. So got to work, alone, no Elaine, she had to take a leave today coz her family is heading north to Thailand baby. That's sure gonna be an interesting ride. I hope. So today, loved all the customers who visited the store, kudos to them for their "I want this, no questions attitude". The customers were all like that, they see the thing, they want it, they buy it. So today I've reached my sales target, in fact I've exceeded it.

Later that evening, "paper" treated me a drink the manager was also in a good mood, like for the first time I've heard him joke and smile and he was just plain normal person, for once. So later, at the end of the day, at 5 pm, I signed out, and wished everyone, ( i'm not sure how attentive were they) Happy Chinese New Year and to some Happy Valentine's Day.

-its the beginning of a long holiday folks -

(at least in my "world")

Nothing...Whatever...

2010-02-12T23:50:00.004+08:00

Today is like everyone is doing they're own business, as far as I can remember and owh yeah, went jogging and there were like foreign workers chilling there and STARING AT ME....yeah freaking staring at me...didn't their mothers tell them that staring at people especially girls who are jogging to be a little rude...I mean go eff yourselves rite..so irritating even sometimes I might be overreacting to this and sometimes I don't care...but why are the watching me like they're the predator and I'm like their prey, like I'm the dead animal and they're the vultures.....god...get a life people. So nothing interesting happened on boring fridays and not so "thank-god -it's- Fridays" in my life right now. So jogging was as usual a pain in the legs. Yeah I don't know what am I doing wrong to have this pain after like 5 rounds around the park. Is it the lack of oxygen, low stamina, did I forget to stretch and warm up, did I warm up wrongly....I don't really know. Sometimes I even consider the coz to be my feet which are a little irregular in shape or at least I think they are. Or the fact that the shoes I'm wearing is not exactly meant for jogging like to resist the pressure and stuff.

-What-fucking-ever -

P.S I'm not rude, just in the mood, don't be to judgemental dude -

Why am I mocked ???

2010-02-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today, everything was going perfectly fine, but when I reached class, I can see that Mas wasn't that cheerful today, maybe Sha and I have figured that this is due to her last minute, well actually overdue assignment that is still yet to be sent to the lecturer. So everything was still okay, after the class ended at 2.30pm, Mas sprinted toward the door and left in a hurry to pass up her work, while we, we, Sha and I were left a little clueless. So yada, yada, yada.....and we were waiting at the bus stop to get a ride to Times Square. We missed the previous bus, and the bus we took was where everything began to go wrong. The bus was hot, there were quite a lot of people on it but we all get to sit down fortunately. However, there was this major traffic congestion that caused the freaking bus to take a detour. Yeah a detour, the bus took another way to reach the city and we, the passenger were quite clueless as to where is the bus really heading. So we tried to get down near Times Square, but, the ticketer or whatever you call him said, to go Times Square, we can get down further in front, so we didn't get down.

There, a Myanmar tourist of probably a UNHCR Refugee was separated from her other siblings who got down earlier and she was left in the bus. She had not cell phone, no number to call anyone, nobody else that she knows and how is she supposed to get back to her siblings who got down at a different bus stop in a city she barely knows. So she panicked a bit, and did I mention that she was sitting next to Sha in the bus and it seem pretty appropriate for us to help her since we were sitting near her rite???. So we got down at a different stop, walked our way to Times Square, our show, the Wolfman was about to start in about 15 minutes I guess but, everyone hasn't eaten anything and we were still stuck with that lost girl from Myanmar who she claims she is 19 years old.

So I decided that I'll try to get her some help and Mas and Sha could go and collect the tickets and buy something to eat in the theater. So I was with the girl and decided to wait at the entrance of Times Square just in case her siblings would enter from there, and luckily enough, they met each other there, and before that, while waiting, she was asking me to take her to Sungei Wang coz she wanted to change some $USD. I suggested her to wait and that help. So I just had to wait with her at the entrance for like 10 minutes I guess before she met her family again. So after that, I called Mas and asked where were they, and we met outside the theater. The time was not on our side that day as it was not convenient to go watch a movie in a hurry so we decided to "detour" from our plans and we decided to take lunch at some place new, we found Marry Brown.

Marry Brown. Two words, it sucks. The word was pricy, not delicious and the counter had a cockroach. We messed the table a little before we leave. Outside there's a promoter promoting that restaurants to two guys and I told them out of the blue that "The food sucks". haha how mean not at all. P.S I ate their deep fried fish and chips, it’s so freaking oily. Sha agrees by saying " I rasa minyak jer" or something like that she said. haha.

Next, we browsed around, I bought a pair of earrings, it is purple studded silver earrings. We were also confused to either buy a pair of contacts now or later, and so we decided to buy it later.

Next got home by taking LRT with Sha. The train was quite packed. Then got off the train and took a bus home. Didn't go jogging today.

Told the whole situation that happened earlier today and all I get was mocking, I mean does it matter anymore to be nice to people. For once would somebody be less selfish...what the hell rite???

-these days you get mocking for being nice-

Or wait, did I think I was being nice to help someone in that situation, and my mom thinks I was being plain STUPID to help someone in that situation.

Wanna Watch Wolfman

2010-02-10T23:50:00.002+08:00

Today, not going out, but tomorrow I'm gonna go watch Wolfman with my pals. Today is just another day at home. Went jogging in the evening again. Nothing interesting that I can recall. So here's something..... RANDOM I've heard ....

"Feelings sometimes can't be controlled, but behavior can change the feelings"

something to think about maybe.....

-whatever happened-

P.S I don't remember why but Wednesday's used to be one of my favorite days of the week

I Saw Alien Cats and A Baby Monkey

2010-02-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today after class, which is just for an hour, which ended at 10.30 am, Sha and I went to have some lunch, well she had lunch and I just drank an iced lemon tea. So there, there were this weird guys who acted weirdly....lol

Next I went back home at about 12.00 pm. I thought mom and I were supposed to have lunch together at home, only to find out that she has a lunch date with her friend who is at the hospital. Yeah hospital, its actually her birthday, but her husband is very ill and doctors have calculated that he'll pass on today. So it was like a not a typical birthday anyone would have in mind rite, having someone passing on, on the day you are born. So next I ate lunch alone, and if I've known this, I would have accompanied Sha to Times Square and wait with her until she goes to work like three hours after I left her earlier to go back. So on my way home, I saw this two weird looking cats, one with red eyes and another with green.

The Freaky, Yeah Freaky Cats

cat with red eyes, never seen that....

cat with green eyesthe way this picture turned out is just freaky, scary man, i mean look at the cat's eyes, its like a zombie. but i think in real life it has pretty green eyes, lol. Still disturbing.

In the evening, went jogging again and this time I saw a monkey, yeah a baby monkey. How random is that to see a baby monkey in a park, well when I put in that way it ain't that random haha. So this are the paparazzi -esque shots i took of the baby monkey.

Beware it kinda resembles like a human in some angles...

that's it for today...

- plain weird -

Of Discos and Flair Bartending

2010-02-08T23:50:00.001+08:00

Went to college, dressed up formal (at least to me it was formal). The lecturer said

"are you going to disco"

I wonder why... haha. Next did some exercises and even more exercises till the class ended at 2.30 pm, I think.

Next, went back home, yeah went back home.

Later that evening, went for a jog, that's my thing now since I have tonnes of time in the world...sort of....

So i see this two dudes at the park, on the corner actually, practicing how to " flair bartend" / to do the "flair bartending". They were like flipping empty glass bottles in the air and rotating and juggling it. It looked cool and one dude is fat and another is kinda short and looked muscular. The muscular dude was teaching the fat dude some new "tricks". So I was jogging around the park, and when I pass by the dudes again, the muscular dude was shirtless, and he has 6 freaking packs, how cool is that. I've never seen anyone in Malaysia with six packs before, as far as I can remember. I mean people wear shirt here and don't get shirtless in public and I've have not been to a beach for 3 years now I think.

A Little Idea of Flair Bartending

So it would be nice if I have six packs too...rite....err..maybe it'll look a little weird...WHAT ??? haha...

-just trying to keep a daily entry here-

Mosquito repellent....

2010-02-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

Bought a mosquito repellent today, coz it was reallty getting out of hand, I mean I'm the only one at the store being repeatedly bitten by this mutated mosquitos that leave patches on my skin, now my legs are ugly all because of that bloodsuckers....not vampires here....haha mosquitos...terrible mosquitos that make me paranoid that I've develop a major fear of getting the dengue virus, heard that it makes u skinny but can also be deadly......bad thing

So later sold something, ate Roti Canai with Elaine, and today she was busy wanting to pass this sales order paper invoice thingy to the cashier...lol. Next, the day ended.

-mosquitos are the real bloodsuckers, and pricy stores and restaurants too-

Jessica Alba, 16 New Quick Hairstyles to Try

2010-02-07T00:20:00.001+08:00

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Here We Go Again.....

2010-02-06T23:50:00.014+08:00

SO...... back to work....got to work, cleaned and dusted some shit, and then work ...well...sort of....ate lunch, I think it was sambal udang, the shrimp thing, then work....then it was night ....saw the same little menace again....he saw me and smiled...haha like I was his friend...lol...then he was sitting and playing around with his little sister in the store, but thank god its a little toned down that before....before it was total insanity with him and his older brother, I think playing and running and in fact jumping around in the store...

Next went to pasar malam with my mom and brother, mom bought some vegetables and when we got home, she realized that she accidentally left it at the vegetable seller's place, equals to RM 5 loss in the form of vegetables. like people say shit happens. We also bought a box of Mandarin oranges from a nearby fruit stall. Unfortunately, the box of oranges turned out to be not so delicious, but yet its edible. Next thing that happened after eating tonnes of oranges that night.....I don't really remember..so....that's it....

-this was not written on the same day its stated here-

No TGI Friday for Me....

2010-02-05T23:50:00.001+08:00

NOT FOR ME

Thank God It's Friday....not so sure it appplies to me, see I'm replacing the day off I took last week today, Friday, and more over, every week, when its Friday, I do the opposite of what most people do on weekends, they hangout and chill on weekends, and I go to work. So this "TGI Friday" doesn't work to me. For me its "TGI Sunday" coz thats the last day of work, and there is actually no downside for me coz other people work throughout the weekday and then rest on weekends, meaning working 9-5, for 5 days and resting for two days. Me, on the other hand, I rest 5 days a week, well college ain't no hard labor, and work on weekends....just 2 days...

So at work today, sold three irons, a jug kettle, a microwave oven, a vacuum cleaner and a blender, I think.lol. and maybe i think a sold a slow cooker as well. - i have bad memory-

At the very last minute, there's this couple buying a vacuum cleaner, and I hate rushing when serving a customer, but that happens sometimes.

- about working on weekends-

THIS ONE IS ...

Money Juggling :D

2010-02-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

Thursday....did some money juggling with Mas...haha....and for some weird twisted reason, I thought the class starts at 1.30pm....but it actually starts at 1pm. And today I thought Sha wasn't coming but she came.... :D

the rest of the day, is kinda blur in my memory........

-how forgetful can I be-

Stuff I've Learn and Done Today

2010-02-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

So today, I actually woke up at about 10.30am, but then I think its a no class day today, so I went back to sleep. Then I officially woke up at about 12.30pm. Later had my lunch with mom, it was Nasi Lemak, I thought it was supposed to be tuna sandwich, but what the heck rite...

Next watched some show on tv, completed watching the other half of yesterday's movie "Indecent Proposal" and then later in the late afternoon, i started watching the documentary channels,Nat Geo, Discovery and the History Channel. So the shows I watched on Discovery is "My Shocking Story", which in this episode was about the tallest woman in the world. She's from China, and she has tumor. Next on a lighter note, I watched the History Channel. The shows I watched are "Surviving History" and "The Universe". Also watched "Lockdown" on Nat Geo.

LOCKDOWN

this show is about the people in the prison...i find it interesting to see the behaviours of the people who are arrested for so many reasons from DUI, and drug related stuff. I learn that some drug users are have mental illness, and its hard for the examiners conclude whether the addict had a mental illness and became a drug addict due to that, or the other way around....the addict developed mental illness... . So there was dude who was crazy enough to eat his own faeces they call it....or poop...gross..so then there was this other guy arrested for DUI, and this lady who turned herself in because she is trying to stop the addiction to heroin, its a powerful and very addictive drug....

Next I learnt that due to budget constraints and overcapacity of the jail / prison, they have to let some arrestees go...out...back to the public...doing more crime...but the only release the least harmful arrestees to the public...but still....huh

SURVIVING HISTORY

IRON MAIDEN

THE GIBBET

THE IRON BOOT

ROCKET PROPELLED FIRE ARROWS

Learnt a lot about torture devices made in the 16th-19th century in brief. I just learnT what an Iron Maiden really is and learnt that there isn't any evidence of its usage really. And other torture device made from iron is the Iron Boot, the Rocket Propelled Fire Arrow and The Gibbet.

THE UNIVERSE

DARK MATTER

WHITE DWARF

SUPERNOVA

This episode of the universe about "Dark Matter / Dark Energy". Somethings I heard in the show was about how at first people didn't acknowledge the dark matter because it could not be seen. Later it can be "seen" using gravitational lensing. That is that the dark matter bents light....i think...haha. Then it is said that the dark matter is the thing that holds a galaxy...sort of....then re-learn that the white dwarf is the dying star that when it burst is called a supernova....cool...haha

JOGGING

Next went jogging despite knowing its gonna rain anytime, coz the sky was really dark blue, there's strong wind blowing and the fact that I can hear the thunder. So managed to run 6 rounds around the park that took me about 20minutes to do and then it rained....))))): so rushed back home...so much for an exercise...

So went home did some workout at home, and took a shower. Next watched a snippet of American Idol, just to know some blond long haired guy with a guitar made it to Hollywood...and then I ate dinner, it was tom yam. Next been on the computer since 7pm....so now here i sit.....(:

-pretty interesting day watching the documentary channel-

P.S this is one of the most educational blogs i've posted...kudos to me...lol

Of College and Errands...

2010-02-02T23:51:00.001+08:00

OF COLLEGE AND ERRANDS

hmm. Got to college, luckily I wasn't late. (: Later, went to the POSLAJU office, just to find it's closed, I don't know why, it was about 11am, it ain't a public holiday nor a lunchtime or whatsoever...maybe they're close on every Tuesdays...although that is so unheard of...rite...

So next in my errand running session, I went to repair this car keys, the alarm system...thing, where I guess the batteries aren't working no longer..(just to find at the end of the day, after the lady changed the batteries, it still ain't working, she did her job crappily...message to her -> if u don't know how to fix things then don't try and don't even open a shop, for crying out loud.

So then had to go to JJ, the nearest mall there, went there, lining up, waiting like an idiot for 30 minutes, just to find that I didn't need to line up actually....god...how stupid was I among all the people there....lol...luckily time wasn't the issue at that moment....next went to buy some things from the pharmacy and then bought the presents for mom.....;)

Got home, gave her the present.....:)

Next, went jogging and it was a bit foggy (realized that after jogging...lol) and i saw a dog in the park...no harm done though....

HEROES

Took a shower, and watched Heroes..."the art of deception", chapter 16, where Samuel is being deceitful to his people, Sylar getting locked in his own worst nightmare in his mind...which is being ALONE...next Peter went in his mind....tadaa...the end....

MOVIE

Watch a movie, titled "Indecent Proposal". It stars Robert Redford, Demi Moore and that other dude that plays her husband. This movie is based on a book. Its interesting. I like the idea of it, although in the end, the cliche was still there where, the wife went back to her poor husband...all in the name of LOVE....bluek....haha

MAGNOLIA

OOO..and earlier this afternoon, on hbo hd, watched this LUNCHTIME MOVIE, titled "Magnolia". Stars Tom Cruise, Julianne Moore..and some other people...haha. Actually, watched the movie halfway....so i'm waiting to see it again soon....I find it interesting...the cinematography and the coincidence plots...and all the interlinked stuff... . Later, googled that movie to see how it was back in 2000. Well it got some nominations and Tom Cruise won some awards for best supporting actor...

Next...went to bed at 1 pm....

-I feel sleepy earlier that I normally do-

Wilayah Day....2010

2010-02-01T21:29:00.001+08:00

Yeah its Wilayah Day, but whats the point of me having a holiday when it actually doesn't feel like one...):

It was one of the boring PUBLIC HOLIDAYS i've had in a while...the idea of a holiday should be fun, not boring, maybe relaxing not tiringly boring (wait i think there ain't such word as "tiringly" but sometimes there are situations like that if u get me lol)

So the whole day was boring...yeah....boring...and I'll say it again with this picture

-one of the boring PUBLIC HOLIDAYS-

P.S no offence to the Wilayah Day alright....

Back to work...No Elaine, No Game...haha

2010-01-31T23:50:00.007+08:00

Today is Sunday, 31st January 2010. Back to work now, the best part of working on Sundays is that there is no manager/supervisor meaning pretty much can do whatever I like. Inspite that, still wasn't as fun as it supposed to be with Elaine being MIA.....

So did some work....haha.....first BT-ed some stocks..(BT -branch transfer i guess) so had to go back and forth to the opposite branch like 4 , FOUR times....

so then sold something this weekend, thank god..felt so unsatisfying going home with the feeling of not selling anything...even it ain't my fault not many customers are loaded in the middle of the month rite...

So i sold...

a vacuum cleaner
3 irons of the same kind...
a jug kettle
a dvd player
a microwave oven

that's about it....as far as I can remember...

next got home...and I remembered that i've no class on the next day coz, its the 1st of February aka Wilayah Day in Kuala Lumpur...:)

I planned to go out somewhere, but mom said the streets would be crowded...P.S she hates crowd

So later, had dinner with Kak Eka, it was fine, but you know what's it like to dine with a busy salesperson..once second she is sipping her tea, then next thing you know she spots her customer and went back to the store. So I was alone at the table and I saw a cat, which was indeed fat, had nothing to do, so while waiting for Kak Eka to come back, I started taking pictures of that cat, and then got a call from..guess who? yeah Elaine...talked a while....that reminds me .......I'm still jealous I didn't get to see the tiger which they had brought to the store for the coming Chinese New Year...that is a Tiger year in the Chinese zodiac calendar thing....

PICS OF THE CAT WHO WAS EAVESDROPPING ON MY CONVERSATION WITH ELAINE

- today i sold a lot of stuff, they talk about satisfied customer all the time, I'm a satisfied employee.. lol -

Day off...It's Mom's B'day...

2010-01-30T23:24:00.024+08:00

Today, there can't be any work, I took today off, even not knowing it was acknowledge by the human resourcer who is in charge about this stuff....haha.

Got to know that the car wasn't out from the workshop yet, so we decided postpone a fancy dinner and have a nice and simple lunch at a nearby MacDonalds....gotta love the special Prosperity Burgers...hope it brings all of us much prosperity...(is that the rite grammar....whatever).

Due to some inevitable circumtances, well not inevitable actually, maybe it was poor judgement of me, I had to postpone the present I've planned to give my mom this year...):

And this year she didn't want any b'day cake....so....no cake as well.

Hope to give her her b'day present ASAP...:)

Next got home and chilled....

P.S mom wore her green blouse....it looked cute...

-today is a special day, a day when someone really special was born-

Lunch with mom...gone wrong.....

2010-01-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

today...wanted to eat southern indian food...but when we got to the restaurant...the restaurant didn't have what we wanted..so went to another nearby restaurant....the food...was REALLY SALTY.....what the hell people...if u can't taste the food you...then don't open a freaking restaurant....I can't tolerate almost anything...even tasteless food....NOT EXTREMELY SALTY food...i hate...hate ...hate it...issy...

So later....planned to go jogging again....but as soon as we got home around 4pm...(oohh....did I mention I bought a pair of pants for work that is) and it was raining....already....

so the plan backfired..so I was just back to googling stuff, blogging, facebooking....and that's bout it..

-see ya suckers-

everything is fine...until she said i'm fat...WHat...haha

2010-01-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

okay so went to college....wasn't late....i sat in front..i don't know why Sha loves it so much.....

later she said i'm fatter now...we'll i take it as a motivation...then got home...and Mas was a no show....typical of her to not come since the class is well just for an hour....

Withdrew some money...surveyed some cards....it all sucked...and just got on the bus...well before that sat on the bustop...small talked with the guys....that got on the bus....it was until the bus reached pandan indah...a dick got down the bus...and on his way he threw something on me...it was a paper...and by now you would've guess that on that paper he wrote numbers....stupid numbers....like why would I even want that...and why the fuck did he throw that to me.....if I had a gun ...he would be terribly wounded lol....

-i hate people who think they're something when they're nothing-

(this guy can't even spell loser rite...lol)

hmmm... crickets sound

2010-01-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

Okay....so took the whole day off by dozing off....literally for like 24 hrs... what was I thinking....right....I was thinking....and yet I woke up having dreamt about another episode of my weird twilight zone dreams....that never seem to end any time soon....

So the story goes...

This time...I was kidnapped by some lady witch women...and taken hostage in a eerie looking mansion....that's not too big...later...I found myself in a closed room....on the first floor..of the about two storey house.....and I saw myself handcuffed...with some wires...and my ankles were too...so I quickly removed them and...heard like someone was approaching the room I was in...so I have no idea why since I was kept hostage in the house...the rooms locked from inside...meaning...I quickly closed the doors...-looks like logic doesn't really work in dreams haha- so then I was suddenly escaping....I was out on the ground after jumping off the window somehow...and it was a beautiful sunny afternoon outside...and all I did was reach the cell phone in my pocket...calling my mom and running away from that weird place...I was running over this green field and past some stores....one that I can remember had a green label...hmm...and the rest of the dream its either I don't remember or ....it just ended there..."the possible escape".....

Next I woke up at about 6pm....had my shower...changed my nail color to teal...or is it turquoise...sort of blue....light one that is....once saw a friend wore a dark blue nail polish....it looked horrible but I didn't saw anything to offend her...

So next...I continued reading breaking dawn, watched American Idol...this time ....the guest judges were Avril Lavigne and Katy Perry....nice..obviously Katy was more interesting of a judge....

so....that's 'bout it

-moving on-

I should have never been born....never alive

2010-01-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

i should have never been born, never alive, never existing...., i don't belong in this world....i shouldn't even be an animal, a plant..cause all i do is massive messing up....and my brains works in the most stupid way......so i should have never existed....that's my wish now....i wish i should have never existed....i'm not saying this out of anger....but this is really the situation...that i'm a big idiot...and my mind is so evil and i don't realize it.... that people think its evil....my major resemblence to a ************ is also part of why i should have never even be alive....

The world would be a better place without me......now i'm here....just passing time..to die....alone that is....that's another wish to the wish that i wish i was never alive.....

I should have died young...that would make everybody's life way easier.....pleasant, happier, peaceful and get what they actually deserved......

worst a person can be is hurting someone without realizing it...but i'll never realize coz my brains just work that way..its almost voluntary....so i should have never been alive

Summary
Ten Reasons I shouldn't have been alive:
1. I hurt people
2. I'm an idiot
3. I don't speak well
4. I'm a bad person
5. I'm easily confused
6. I'm crazy
7. I don't understand "things"
8. I'm me
9. I'm me
10. I'm me...........

i hope my death will come soon.....and hopefully its unpainful........everyone would be happy then ...

English 2 Mid Term Test

2010-01-25T23:50:00.001+08:00

Today I wore this kebaya dress...with pants….I like it…haha…so had this English midterm test…it was you can say simple….just saying this without being cocky okay…I’m only cocky if I got it all correct….I think you can be cocky at times, but it depends on the matter of subject, place and the most important of how really good you are…

Some people just don’t see between the lines of simple things….

Next I got home…and I was wondering what’s for lunch…waited for mom….but then I searched the fridge and I saw the food…that need to be heated…so ate lunch at about 2pm…was on facebook and searching some stuff on Google….sometimes internet can be a bummer….it gets boring….so then….my eyes felt heavy ….so I decided to lie down….next…I fell asleep…next thing I know…I’ve already missed the perfect time I’ve set to go jogging….I woke up at 6.30pm…went to the balcony just to feel even worse because the day was really beautiful….damn…so later…I ate dinner….it was fried noodles..and then went for a jog/walk….from 8.30pm till 9.30pm…yeah I know...PM…like at night…lol…it felt short…but its okay for the first time in 2 years…I have to reduce this extra fat….)))):

Later I was catching my breath at home….sipping water...time to time…man jogging make ya thirsty…then at about 10.30pm….I did some more simple exercises…like a little bit of crunches, lunges, jumping jacks…its called that rite…the star jump thing….and the side thing that supposed to slim down thighs…god I don’t even know the names of the exercise I do….this situation is real bad….

So then I took a shower…and now here am I writing about it…

-peace out-

Speaking about peace reminds me of Haiti…with the destructive earthquake….its really bad….and I have sympathy for all the people of Haiti….but call me a person with no stands…but the other day in the news…I saw they people were sad…and angry..that’s normal...but they were fighting and killing each other…why even do that…and I don’t wanna help people who are like that…..but of course it not all of them……but that’s such a bad impression….it’s bad enough with the sight of the places there….that are destructed by the earthquake…on top of that….they are killing….caused not by the natural disaster but the people themselves….wtf…. but at the end of the day who am I to judge rite…..

-not mocking anyone....i'm just saying-

Finally Something Sold...

2010-01-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

So today …finally managed to sell something…sold a Panasonic iron I think...and a Panasonic vacuum cleaner…..and if I’ve not mistaken…sold an Elba kettle and Panasonic blender…model 337 I guess…but I put in under Elaine’s sales…just being generous…well it actually doesn’t mean that much….

At work….had plenty of time so I was logged in twitter….and at night…. I noticed one of the trending topic was RIP Johnny Depp…I was shocked…so I quickly googled him...only to learn it was an unintelligible hoax…come to think of it…always when a celebrity has a movie that is about to come out in the cinemas…there’s always silly news involving that celebrity’s death…..don’t you notice that…but I hope their publicist aren’t that stupid to play this silly trick…..or do they do that…..hmm….

-yay.....sold something-

(well just replace the man's head with mine and it means the same....wooohoo)

“Slapped a Kid, it ain’t a good deed”

2010-01-23T23:50:00.001+08:00

Well everything started off as usual…I think I was the second person to arrive at work….so just dust some things…and arrange something…did I..don’t remember...then as usual this time of the year there aren’t many customers…although I managed to serve a few…but they were either just browsing surveying whatever u call it…or they wanted to buy something that is out of stock…..as a result…I didn’t sell anything today….and the manager went back early at about 5pm…to attend another concert….

Next in the evening there’s this weekly night bazaar…. / pasar malam…. I went around...bough a turquoise nail polish and a drink and two pieces of pizza; beef pepperoni and bbq chicken…it ain’t that nice…anyways back to the main story… so there was a kid …..he was quite cute…who hit my friend, Elaine…and I saw him hitting her….when she went to throw some rubbish outside the shop…so with the intention to make the boy stop…I just rushed out from the store..and slapped him…..well it wasn’t that hard…..and good thing he handled it well with just being a little scared /shocked….and not making a scene by crying…..

(budak pasar malam = the nite market boy = the boy who got slapped on the face by me...err yeah haha)

Later the shop was closing down...and my co-workers has already half shut the shutters…so then suddenly Tan….was pulling the same boy…the same kid….into the closing store…the boy didn’t want to enter the store…and he was scared….next thing you know I pulled the boy rite in the store…and when he was already in the store…with everything turned off…the lcd’s…the back lights…he got scared and immediately cried…poor little thing…and as usual I walked away without taking any responsibility…..haha…..I didn’t even spent a second to comfort that kid…..haha…how mean…well he was mean too….okay…so the scores are even…wait why am I keeping scores with a 5-year- old….lol…okay the good thing about this kid is he is cute, smarts…and has some guts….kind of…

P.S well I was pretty free....so i photocopied my hand...haha crazy stuff....is so much fun....it scared the hell out of me when I first saw the hand on paper.....freaky shit....

-did pretty much silly stuff today-

Cocoa Powder

2010-01-22T23:50:00.001+08:00

Hmm…what happened…today…I don’t remember….probably nothing interesting so just posting this to say…that Fridays are boring…wait…I think I ate abc again….haha…and I was really full eating that…coz I ate cocoa powder earlier…yeah …..I eat cocoa powder….well it has a brand…dowanna say it...it’ll make this post about me even weirder…lol...

Another Episode of Twilight Zone / Feel So Blessed

2010-01-21T20:03:00.000+08:00

Another Episode of Twilight Zone

I had a weird dream...probably 30 minutes before I woke up this morning, at 10.30am. First there was this adventure thriller dream where my mom and I were on a mission to go into a deep cave and get a water of something to cure of make something better...and at the same time my brother and dad was waiting on a roadside for...us...pretty wild huh...then in the cave...we had to like climb a mountain....yeah a mountain...

Next thing I know..the dream scene changed completely by 180 degrees...It was suddenly night....I was alone...and I had to go back ..home I think...and with no money somehow..and maybe someone was after me ...I don't really remember....I saw a someone bicycle..and stole it..and got..away.....riding it on the road...and suddenly there was a mountain....in front of me...not even a hill...it was really like a brown red colored mountain...and i had to ride the bike up there too....and the rest of the weird dream ....I don't even remember....gah...haha

Feel So Blessed

I feel so blessed...coz....I got my sem results today and it wasn't as bad as I thought i would get....I thought I was gonna fail...and I can't fail...coz...not only I don't like failing...but something else was also at stake...well two other things were at stake....first my reputation..or my cert...and secondly was the scholarship...it makes utter no sense for a failure to get a scholarship...and I totally get and support that idea....but...its pretty....tense with that condition....

I would like to thank god...even its here..coz I don't take god enough...so thank you God..for not failing me....thank you..thank you...thank you....

To celebrate the success....from avoiding failure...haha

I ate the whole cylinder of Pringles...yeah....cylinder rite.....haha it ain't a box..and ate Cadbury chocolates as well....haha...how healthy...

p.s in the midst of blogging this...I also took the time to test the t-shirt we got today....the college t-shirt they made..to wear on some occasions that need synchronization of outfits....u ha...it was perfect fit....and I need to slim down...why do people even get fat....maybe coz..being crazily active is considered insane...but if that's what we need why not rite...?

-feel so blessed.....thank you god -

What did I do?

2010-01-21T18:33:00.001+08:00

What did I do?

2010-01-20T23:50:00.001+08:00

Wednesday...yeah I woke up at 11pm..after a weird dream...I think I had....don't remember what was that all about...later...got online...and just selected some songs to DL and put some in my phone since now its "cured" well....repaired..so just googled...some things...and was on facebook for a while....still had nothing specific to do...

glee

Later at 8pm...i watched Glee...uh ha..the show that won at the recent Golden Globes...it was okay...crazy over it..just another show..to watch...but its definitely better than Disney's High School Musical....although I could still see some similarities...where the school jock / athlete....really want to sing in the schools play / drama club thing....

The thing I love about the show is the little thing where the background music is sort or made from a group of people humming or whatever you call it..to make the background sound when there's a funny scene...that's different..at least for me...

Breaking Dawn

After reading the very entertaining Eclipse...which I've recently finish....that was on ..uh...monday...I'm currently reading Breaking Dawn...the final book in the Twilight Saga Series....

up till now....I've just managed to read 25 pages....can't wait to read more....

Up to now....all I know...is Jacob is somewhere probably in Canada, Bella and Edward are gonna tie the know in less than 10 hours....and....everything else seems...pretty normal...

-did something-

Sometimes its Good Not to Plan...and be more rash :D

2010-01-19T23:50:00.001+08:00

Today I woke up...and it was raining...it was a cold morning....and..took a cold shower....nice.....So I decided to get dress and wear this white long sleeved shirt...and a jacket....and just jeans...

Got to class...on time..that is...kudos to me for that...lol

Later had this dentist appointment, and just out of somewhere in the air..we decided to go karaoke...AGAIN....hahaha.....so my friends accompanied me to the dentist..and then we went to karaoke....

Karaoke

This was definitely one of the best karaoke sessions we have had for a long time...it was a little wild with the heavy screaming and rocking...Love the way Sha screams like an old 40 something fat dude with a beard singing "Smells Like Teen Spirit" by Nirvana... haha..

Then Mas and I learned that we had missed singing Britney's "3" and Russian Roulette should be sang again...coz initially when we sang it.....it didn't sound right...haha

But this time even its just for 2 hours... it was a satisfying karaoke session for me....owh and at the end of the session...the waiter gave us a red envelope... or "angpow" cause chinese new year is coming soon....I'm gonna give it to Gordon on Thursday...haha....empty that is...haha

Low Yat

The karaoke session ended at 3pm....we headed to Low Yat to survey some lappies....and Mas wanted to survey webcams and computer mice....(plural...lol). And I decided to repair my cellphone as well since we were there....so it turns out that I couldn't play the music saved in the mmc because the mmc reader in the cellphone was spoilt..repaired that for RM 60...

Pervert `_´

Later...when we were done doing that....we said goodbye to each other and went our separate ways..they took the monorail...and I took the bus....so ...

Got on the bus...which was almost empty except there like 4 men in the back compartment...and 5 people at the front...so I just sat at the back ....alone that is...with no one beside me...and I realize a pervert STARING at me non...freaking stop.....so I was ignoring him.... just looked at him at some time...to see if he is still staring....and guess what...he was the WHOLE TIME..like for 15 minutes....I was being stared at...and then I heard a sound or something...and maybe it was from him....and he was sitting way back....and he was far....but then I looked at him and he touched his shirt and showed me a thumbs up...at that point it was 100% confirmed that he was a pervert...coz the sign he meant was for me ...trying to say something like "nice.....chest..." I don't know...the neckline of the shirt I was wearing was not that low....WTF is his deal....definitely looked like a drug addict...god why did the bus driver even allowed him to get on the freaking bus.......people like that should just die...yeah DIE..if I had a freaking ....gun...i've shot that mother%$&#^*...down right between the eyes.....

Conclusion

"With the good comes the bad......"

-that enough for one day-

SHit....WHy Isn't THere Any Class???!!!!??!!?!?!?!

2010-01-18T20:10:00.002+08:00

SHIT HAPPENS!!!

Damn it...damn it...just damn it....shit....!!!

The class for today was freaking postponed.....I hate it when it happens but its inevitable....like the saying goes.... SHIT HAPPENS!!!.

Next went back...and have I told you that I was completely dressed formally for the Formal Monday principle....huh....so much for being formal...so I took a bus home...and got home...and ate some biscuits..coz...I felt so bored...yeah...no class...just fucks up all other plans you have....well a little....haha

The 67th Annual Golden Globe Awards

Also ....watched the Golden Globes....just a little bit...to see Martin Scorsesse get an award...and Drew Barrymore won too, as well as Glee..won something....look forward too check out that show real soon...which is gonna premier on Star World this Wednesday....looks more interesting and has more art value than high school musical.....and it was hosted by that the lead actor in that British version of

"The Office"......

Later.....I was online the whole time...from about 1pm till now...I'm writing this at about...8pm....so from just now ...I was just blogging..for the past 5 days I guess...and twittering stuff...on msn chat...and checked out facebook earlier and talked to Rose..about...what else....haha....

that't it for now.....

-peace out....and shit happens bitches- lol

No Manager, No Customer, Double the Fun...err sort of...

2010-01-17T23:50:00.072+08:00

Yucky Story

So the day started with safely decomposing the dead body of baby rat, yeah sounds totally disgusting and I'm not making this up...LOOK if u dare....p.s i was jumping when we needed to sweep it off....haha

***--------RIP--------***

[Victim known as John/Jane Doe (i don't know the gender..like I want to....yucks)... apparently looks strangled by the neck, that is obviously the cause of death time of death: probably 2 hours before (how do I know.... I don't haha) ]

(Me...in a fantasy and delusional state of mind...thinking myself as a CSI investigator...its exciting...right...haha)

Killed by a cold blooded...well...warm blooded mammal...known to many as "Kucing"

[Predator.....she/he..whatever IT is....is a prime suspect of the horrific murder of the rat above..known to many as "tikus" or in my weird dictionary "Tikis".]

Description of suspect :

Party- color cat, big build, have moves like a ninja, has a hypnotizing stare.... @_@ .....beware of it ...lol

p.s this picture was taken....in the afternoon.....when...the cat came from the storeroom, suspected to be its hiding spot from the authorities....errr..yeah authorities....hmm...

McD With Co-Workers

The best part of the day...get to eat McD together with my co-workers...and sat together and just talked..for more than one hour....oops...haha...

No Manager..and No Sales :(

The bad part of the day was...there weren't many customers.....and I didn't sell a SINGLE thing..yeah...ZERO.....hmm...it feels less satisfying working....well but didn't work much...owh I remember..the only thing I did under my name was renewing a customer's member's card....that was just RM 16.50....hmm...haha

Googled Self

yeah as freaky as it sounds...people do that rite..haha...well my friend was the one googling..and she typed my name...and when images were searched...they were two images of me....its ugly....haha...

Thats it for today...there's always stories on Sundays.....

-I want to finish Eclipse-

Learning English 2...why is there a two.....is it any more advanced..not sure...

2010-01-16T23:51:00.001+08:00

had class...learned adverbs...haha....hope its typical college level english syllabus....basics and grammar is important...but I thought we're gonna write essays here..lol...

@SenHeng

2010-01-16T23:50:00.014+08:00

Wake up early as usual...about 9am...(I call that early...) so reached there early and found out that the store was not open yet...so waited....and then "Green" came with the keys...to open the store...and then.....as usual ......work

Another Microwave Oven

Later at night, when the store was about to close....about 9.00pm...a customer came...with his wife I think...yeah ugly wife...oopps....then he bought a microwave oven...yeah...again...every week I sell at least one microwave oven..that's great...but it comes with troubles...see first he selected it...he paid it with his credit card...and then (it was almost closing so ...I was kinda rushing) I gave him the card and then I gave the receipt....and then he said he wanted someone to help him carry the heavy microwave all the way across the road..AND EVEN FURTHER...god...and then I asked "Sotong" to help me with that...and hesitantly he did... (that was so uncomfortable....) then "Papaya" told me that someone left a credit card on the counter....and.....well what do you know...it was that customer's card....so I chased after him and "Sotong" who was carrying the heavy load all the way...and gave back the card...and...the customer...said..."shit"....lol...haha...it funny but it ain't funny when he said I should've returned it together with the receipt...well...I should've said "Who's the smart ass that leaves his freaking credit card on a store counter and walks away".....but I didn't of course....see....here's the thing..."Customers should be treated politely" hahaha......

-I might have split personality-

when u have nothing to do....

2010-01-15T23:50:00.003+08:00

Stayed at home on friday...did not do anything... ):

"Wednesday No Class Day"

2010-01-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

It is Wednesday and there is no class today, so yesterday I decided to sleep late...well it was about 2.30am that I went to bed. I woke up today about 10.45am. I watched 90210. This time the episode was titled "Porn King" obviously because Dixon was caught having a bunch of porns on his trunk. Later.....

I watched something I don't remember....Later...

I watched the American Idol Auditions....it season 9 already...the best part of the show is its sort of made believe funny auditions and some real seriously delusional people who think they can sing well....to be an IDOL...come on...but that's what makes a show....rite...if everyone sang well and acted normal...it would just be boring....

The most memorable audition for today's show was this guy....weird in a beard....who sang "Every time We Touch" by Cascada...god it was just weird to hear and to watch him....lol and the other memorable audition was the lady who has this new look who sang...I don't remember but she's from Boston too...it was the "Boston auditions"..

Next after that, I watched heroes with my brother. It was episode 415 -"Close to You".

A little summary from http://www.nbc.com/heroes/episode-guide/

Hiro and Ando break Mohinder out of the mental hospital. Mohinder puts Ando up to using his red lightning as electro-shock therapy to unscramble Hiro's brain so he can teleport them out of Florida.

Hoping that Vanessa will lead him to Samuel, H.R.G. enlists Matt to push her into helping them. Samuel uses his power to escape, kidnapping Vanessa and bringing her back to the Carnival. Vanessa is angry, but her connection to Samuel runs deep. He promises to show her a sight of beautiful perfection, and if she doesn't like it, he'll take her home. Having failed to find Samuel, H.R.G. tries to apologize to Claire in hopes of getting his hands on her compass, but she's not ready to trust him yet. Luckily, Lauren is, which she demonstrates with a kiss.

Peter absorbs Angela's power to learn that Emma will use her cello in the future to help kill thousands of people. In his dream, Peter can't save her, but Sylar can. Fearing the worst, Peter smashes the cello, earning Emma's enmity.

So later I watched something and....went to sleep...

-nothing productive in particular today-

"The Weird Dreams, Almost in the Twilight Zone"

2010-01-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

This morning I woke up at about 7 pm...and if I have not mistaken this, I had a dream. The dream was a little....quite disturbing with the fact that the story involves a serial killer- bomber- slasher man who kills girls... was sort of after me as well.

Almost in the Twilight Zone

As far as I can remember, the story goes like this....the setting of time and place was like in the early 60's...and the people were Caucasians...for some reason... (It’s maybe influences by the movies I watch often....) So the girls I knew were also Caucasians...who wore early 60's dresses...and tied their hairs up with a very polite, neat, girly kinda way. The girls all looked lovely and then suddenly the setting changes to this theatre...it was obviously old...and there was a performance going on and my "friends" and I were part of the performance on stage....and we were all getting ready at the back stage...when the killer..the man...whom I don't know why was Chinese....and he blew the place off...the theatre...every one started panicking and running around...and some were even hiding from him...because he had a knife with him and he was after some girls...

I also hid myself...but unfortunately, he saw me and stabbed me from my back... I did feel something...but it was not exactly pain... in the dream I felt blacking out...which meant I was dead... or something....

Next thing I knew it was a different setting fast forward about 10 years or so and the setting was ...with somewhat local people and local places...but I was still not familiar with the places in the dream... and weirdly I was still alive, and I was visiting some family for some reason I don't know..the family was actually the family of the killer...and I found out that the he had been arrested and was placed in a mental institution or something like that for a long time. I also learned that he has recovered and....he is back... free...living with his family. And I saw him... (I don't really remember what he looked like...after all it’s a dream) and suddenly... when I was leaving...he came after me...trying to attack me again.....THE DREAM ENDED THERE...

and that's one of my weird dreams....pretty disturbing for me when I woke up....but relieved that it ain't reality...the thought of that suddenly felt so stupid and funny...like why would someone go after me...haha

Being Paranoid or Not

Later this evening, I took a nap for some hours, and guess what...I had another dream, this dream had a different form of tension....I was out at night...with Sha, and I found out somehow or maybe in the dream I was being paranoid and discovered that some other friends of mine didn't like me....so... I was walking with Sha just the two of us...and then I saw that a big group of my friends were somehow on a "group vacation" and obviously I was not in it... and in that dream I was this very expressive character and I threw a fit....or something like that...and I was just angry...discovering being left out...and not liked...and...that dream ended there....

Waking up, I started thinking about friends not liking me, it’s hard to know when someone is being honest or just pretending, since honesty is very hard to get these days...call me paranoid...haven't the thought ever cross people's mind ? I wonder.........hhmmmm....

-paranoid today for no specific reason-

"Together again...and the story of Exposing yourself, The Fall"

2010-01-11T20:32:00.000+08:00

Today, after about months of sitting not with my best friends in class....we finally sat together again...and as usual...overexcitement = extra crazy behavior lol...so we talked about work, bands, music, lyrics, plannig to go karaoke, gossip and talked crap...

Exposing Yourself

The story is...in class there was this "public speaking" session...the lecturer selected a not so talkative shy girl to speak...and the lecturer said...

"Come on...Expose yourself"

So the girl wasn't saying anything yet...and I also just said it out loud...."expose...your...self". Maybe the tone was a bit different that the class got the different idea and so does the lecturer...and that was what I was going for too...hahaha...dirrty... well it ain't that dirrty...

The Fall

Later after the class ended, we went to JPN to collect Mas's brand new I.D....I really think her picture is nice...and on our way....(this is gonna humiliate Sha)...but on the our way....Sha tripped...in absolute slow-mo for some reason that I still can't figure..but shit happens...so that's that...lol...P.S she fell GRACEFULLY.....

-feel so fat today ): -

"Sun Day"

2010-01-11T19:46:00.000+08:00

So today...is like the favorite day....of the weekend...I’ve always like Sundays...it’s just ....different...So...went to work...and...That’s work...

Tiesto

So since Sundays are the day when the Manager has his day off...it more laid back at the store...all my co-worker are as well...so one of them put on DJ Tiesto's DVD of his show in Copenhagen in the year 2007 I think....so I saw that..and the music was nice...and the lightings were nice....

ABC

Later had dinner together with Elaine...it was at the stalls behind my store...so...we ordered fried rice and ABC...we discovered that there was raisins...yeah raisins in it...that's a first timer for me...coz I haven't seen anyn raisins in any other ABC's in other places....well the ABC and friend rice was nice...and ooh..I at a super hot chili....@_@...

The Annoying Customer...sort of...

(this thing is the closest to an annoying customer..lol)

Had this one African customer...he ...was...well he parked his car at the other opposite Sen Heng Store...branch...and came to my store...which is across the road...I wonder why he didn't go into the store in front of where he parked his care (god ..It’s the same store..just different branch)..so I served him...and guess what...he wanted a microwave oven...a HEAVY...one..the one we happen to run out of stock from...and I had to go to the opposite store to get the stock (without knowing where he parked his car that is) and took the HEAVY...thing back to my store...and...we tested it...

Later he paid...and he wanted someone to help him carry the same thing to his car...Yes his car...which was parked right in front of the Sen Heng Store opposite the one i'm working at...god...Luckily, the was this Sharpy co-worker..he offered to help that man....huh...*sigh*

and then I went home....wee.....

-tonight's gonna be a goodnight-

Women At Work

2010-01-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

so...got up at about 9am....got ready..went to work..i thought i was late..coz my watch had been adjusted days earlier to match the timing of my friend's watch...so...luckily i just got there in time....tardyness its a hard habit to break...

Later..there weren't much customers throughout the day..has sales less that RM 500....):

Then went to the "pasar malam" or it can also be called a night market.......just roamed around there....

Got home at about 11pm....ooo..and went home with Elaine....such a nice...fun girl to hang with.....

-nothing interesting happened today-

Friday...

2010-01-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

i was at home....all day....i read Eclipse some more....and ....that's about it......ooo...and was checking out the channels which are HD...it really looks crystal clear..and...its beautiful....later at night i saw the movie Philadelphia..like it..its simple...drama about a guy ...with AIDS....love the acting too..the movie also had a star- studded cast with Tom Hanks, Denzel Washington and Antonio Banderas....so watching the movie on HD ....was like the first movie...that i watched at home on HD...(just got HBO HD)...

-lalala ;) -

stuff

what is so Wrong ?

Actions speak louder than words? do they ?

Satisfaction...hmm

idk whats my deal...

Would you rather work at a large company or a small one?

Who do you think should be the next president of the United States?

If you were given a brand new yacht, what would you name it?

Would you rather work at a large company or a small one?

Chocolate or Vanilla?

What was the best advice you've ever received?

Where would you like to spend your retirement?

What's your favorite city?

What was your first paying job?

Do you believe there's intelligent life on other planets?

If you could only read one magazine for the rest of your life, which would it be?

What was the best concert you went to?

Are you a morning or night person?

How would you describe yourself in 3 words?

What one thing are you exceptionally good at?

OMG this is so surreal

Random Stuff #635

Monday @Movies

Untamed Expressionist

Is It Really That Hard to Call ???

What's the Issue ?

PIERCED LEFT EYEBROW !!!

FOOLS

If Life was A Fairytale

dreaming again....Weird

HONESTLY RANDOM

Hormones driving me crazy........???

Another weekend

talking appreciation...again..i know...

Of Choices and Mirrors and.... Lomography ?

Clash of The Titans

E News Asia ?!?!?!?!?!!!

Being Monsters At Work Place

Damansara

alice in wonderland

Went out With Qifei

Trynna learn the Guitar....its kinda adventurous to me...

Craft Center

Suddenly Being a Hair Model for Trainee Students

Think Logically, I Should Have

Upside Down, Jumbled...Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner...

Watched A Hindi Film with Mom

The Chinese New Year Celebration at College

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Class at 9 again....last day of sem 3

Back to College...a new chinese new year....

Dinner With Yuki

Yay...Elaine is Back

memory loss

Karaoke - V-Day - Hanging at McDonalds -Taxi ride together- E.N.D

yes i remember jogging...

Watched Percy Jackson and The Olympians : The Lightning Thief

Monday...Holiday...!!!

Chinese New Year, V-day....

Chinese New Year's Eve...!!!

Nothing...Whatever...

Why am I mocked ???

Wanna Watch Wolfman

I Saw Alien Cats and A Baby Monkey

Of Discos and Flair Bartending

Mosquito repellent....

Jessica Alba, 16 New Quick Hairstyles to Try

Here We Go Again.....

No TGI Friday for Me....

Money Juggling :D

Stuff I've Learn and Done Today

Of College and Errands...

Wilayah Day....2010

Back to work...No Elaine, No Game...haha

Day off...It's Mom's B'day...

Lunch with mom...gone wrong.....

everything is fine...until she said i'm fat...WHat...haha

hmmm... *crickets sound*

I should have never been born....never alive

English 2 Mid Term Test

hmmm... crickets sound